More and more I see bodybuilding as a mental illness for the insecure. Buying syringes and injecting all this crap for a temporary physique is a little boy inside saying, look at me I'm a man. I'm more and more impressed with the physiques of athletes like fighters, running backs, sprinters, gymnasts, lower class Olympic lifters and others. Yes, even some soccer players. I'm sure the fans of steroids will counter that every athlete uses steroids. If that rationalization helps calm your anxiety for being a drug user then go for it.