This is what I wanted from it, strength and a bad attitude, but I get nothing

I don't know if you have messed with your HPTA a lot but if not 14 days will probably only cause very transient suppression, you might even get a rebound effect on test levels shortly after.
Maybe 20+ years ago there was a fad of doing 14 day non-suppressive cycles, even Duchaine talked about them.
Yes,that's what I would be hoping for. To feel alive for a bit. But unfortunately,lately nothing works for me....always dissapointed.
I don't mean steroids,and I don't mean any hard drugs either. Just stims for example.
I didn't take any steroids almost never. I tried testosterone for 4 weeks at 300mgs,my balls hurt much most of it but physically or mentally I did not feel anything.
I've read much about those 2 week cycles yes. But I'm not sure how suppressive they would be,using high dbol etc