Wow bless you,,,, I have a friend with a similar seizure disorder,,,,,i saved our lives the first time he ever had one,,, he was driving we were stopped at a light and he started moving out into traffic luckily I didn't panic and took control. Brains are a powerful thing and always changing,,,
I understand appreciating and cherishing life even the good and the bad. I've had too many brushes with death due to my past drug use. Not trying to make this about me I just wanted to say I completely identify with your sentiment and I think more people should be aware of how quickly and easily everything can be taken from you,,,,