I can relate to Josh` statemdent.....I`m not a religious person though I live by my own code of ethics...............I want to believe in God and I do but at times...................
...quite frequently i might add, I doubt his existence.
But with all the shit I`ve been through coming close to dying 5 times and now with lung Cancer and new hope with the new age treatment,I know that I`m not that lucky so I believe God has been looking out for me my entire life.
Plus I did lots of other insane stuff but if I told you,I`d have to kill you !!
Scoff if you will but I have been pronounced dead on 3 different occasions due to drug overdoses...............
......got Hepatitus B from a dirty needle ............had a 105 degree temp.................106 is death..............lost 40 pounds a couple of years ago due to Colitis and I`m not a fat person so 40 pounds lost on my frame made me look wraith like,and now I PLAN on kicking Cancer in the ass....... starting my 5 radiation treatments beginning next Monday.............if I beat Cancer I will devote my life to being a better all around person and speaking at Cancer awareness groups.
I`m not that lucky to have survived all that on my own so God must have a bigger plan for me.
If I die from the Cancer...............the
n disregard this post....................
.me and God will be scrapping after my death!! LOL
