This is your fault for not knowing what your doing.... You should have had the hcg ready and a proper pct planned.
it also helps to ramp down dosages and cruise on 125 week for a month or two to allow any other long entered compounds leave your system, this is especially relevant when you have recently been using deca, sustanon etc.
If you choose to blast and cruise you will struggle during recovery.... it took me 6 months to recover hpta after three year blast and cruise.
Gee thanks . I never heard of pct before.

I have access to everything. My mistake was being indecisive about what I was going to do because of this stupid virus bullshit and the gym closures and not knowing how long the closures would last.
I was in the process of ramping things up for the summer, then the virus was brought to everyone's attention. I got off everything but the test and thought I'll just stay on a moderate dose till things reopen.
But the closures dragged on and on so I started lowering the test still hoping things would open on time for the summer without going completly off everything.
I should have just said fuck it and started the HCG when I lowered my use of test and called this summer a loss from the get go.
So now I'm back on half a cc a week and using HCG and will keep lowering my test dose till I'm completly off and able to function normally without anything.
No more cruising nonsense for me after this. First time I had a had to deal with a gong show like this in 10 years.