fucking right lol my lady knows it’s my way or the highway I make a 6 figure a year not joking but I refuse to bow down to her so in the end she can fuck some other guy ya right I’d rather die on my feet than live on my knees . I know there’s plenty of other pussy to tap she’s bangin too she’s more of a I do for my man type thing which I appreciate but I’m not gonna allow her to cheat on me because I’m doing as she says lol yea right I show respect but she knows if she crosses the boundaries I’ll leave and I’m not scared to lose her like some pussies on this board and yes she has kids I don’t but again I’ll play my hand to my advantage.
If at any moment I suspect her cheating, flirting or doing any shit with another guy, I'm out. I have nothing tying me down to stay other than how I feel about her but if that changes then I'm out. I made sure that all of my possessions are in storage or in a safety deposit box. All of my money is liquid and secure.
About a month ago I was ready to go, had my shit packed and was ready to leave, that put her on notice. She is not trying to change me, she is not trying to manipulate me. In all honesty she is a great gal. It's dealing with someone else's kid that is a pain. The kid is a kid so they will act fucked up, but at my age, I'm done with this. I raised two kids who are independent now so doing this shit all over again is giving me PTSD.
I don't think you guys quite understand my issue. I know there is a lot of pussy out there. Trust me, I've fucked and dated plenty. I am and was blessed to have a job that allowed me to travel all over the world so I've fucked pussy of all kinds in all countries and have met some truly amazing women. I also took a break for a few years and just stayed away from people and kept to myself and was also content not having sex. I'd crack one off to good porn and go to sleep and not miss pussy.
The thing is this one woman was something else. Thinking about the hundreds of women that I've dated in my life, none makes me feel like she does. It's hard to explain but once you meet that person you will understand but until you do, you will never get it. I've been in love many times, though I married "the one" but the love I feel for this woman is something outworldly and I honestly never thought I would ever feel like this. But goddam my patience to deal with another kid is so fucking thin. So many times I just want to smack the little fucker and I've never hit a kid before. If she called him a little asshole a few times because he is. I'm sure his parents being separated is causing all sorts of mental issues for him but it's still nauseating.
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I know I can go and meet new pussy in the next 5 minutes but it's not ever going to feel the same.
