You are weak, physically and mentally.
You are soft and feminine.
You have an exaggerated sense of accomplishment and self-worth.
You hide behind self-diagnosed medical conditions and probably don’t have the actual condition(s) you claim.
If 10,000 random men trained as long as you and took the drugs you did, 9998 of them would end up bigger and stronger than you. Your genetics and mental weakness put you so far on the left end of the Bell Curve that you couldn’t see “average” with two airplane tickets and a telescope.
Walter, the fact that you are one of the smartest guys here and think some of that stuns me. Are you just mad at my long posts? I told you I agree with you on that, and apologized.
If you think my lifts are the product of steroids - I'm flattered.
I can almost count on my hand the times I've used steroids [six, IIRC]. And only one cycle was beyond the beginner level - if you consider adding Equipoise in the third/final real cycle I took in 2006 [Test + EQ w/ Dbol jumpstart]. I've only used low-dose orals a few times since.
Each cycle, I'd see mass go up quickly, strength go up slowly, finish the cycle, then 2-4-6 [or however few] months later look THE SAME as I did pre-cycle - a 170-lb manlet. So I decided - what's the point?
Look at Tom Prince today, post-steroids: he looks like a shirt in a coat hanger. He's far from the only one.
When you get a diploma or degree, you keep it for life. The Unabomber still has his Ph.D in math. I wanted steroids to be like that - but they're not. Hence why I never used them to any serious extent.
- I agree with you about being soft and small, but my facial structure isn't feminine.
- Regarding autism, it's a spectrum: I'm at the start of it. I'm on the bridge between normalcy and autism. I'm not claiming to be Rain Man, or even Vegan Gains.
- 99.98% of men wouldn't be stronger than me with the same training, etc. I've benched 225 for 26 reps, and 315 for 8 reps. And that's without steroids or supplements, at well under 200-lb. Andy Haman only hit 315 for 20 [in one of Palumbo's "Bros vs. Pros" contests]. My city has ~108,000 people, and there aren't 100 men here who bench 315 for 8. More would if they trained, but you could say that about anyone/anything.
I'm not saying 225 or 315 for reps is the best test of strength, but you make it sound like it's common to walk into gyms and see guys who bench 315 for 10+. It's not. I'm not claiming to be strong overall - just strong for my size.
As for mental weakness...we all have our moments. With three kids to support while going out of my way helping people around me who were ungrateful and in some cases, even treated me like garbage, I was bound to have a breakdown.
In 2016 and 2017, I donated $10,000 [5K/year] to a local strongman competitor who also runs contests. In October 2017, he messaged me saying he had a contest, and needed $1,000 + my time to film it, edit the videos, upload them to YouTube, etc [all for free]. Not to mention I do all of that while competing in the contests, which is exhausting. I had already given him $5,000 that year, and was going through family issues at the time. I told him I needed to devote myself strictly to family, but would sponsor his next contest, three months later.
The next day, he removed me from Facebook, and we haven't spoken in person since. He was a friend of eight years, yet stopped talking to me for
the great crime of not giving him
more free money.
I had five separate issues like that, where I was treated like garbage for people I was tripping over myself to help. I gave my time, money, and mental and emotional energy to for free, asking NOTHING in return. For what? To get spit on?
I went out of my way for people who expected me to be available for them for anything, any time, when some wouldn't even give me a ride home from the mechanic if I got a flat tire.
So yes - I'll admit it: as of January 2019,
I quit. A part of me died in 2017 and 2018. I gave to others, to the point where people got so used to it, that they would be mad at me for needing a break, literally a break to give my time to somebody else!
Also starting in 2019, I decided to stop meeting any new women. I realized that the social justice movement was INSANE, and that "sexual harassment" was literally anything a feminist lynch mob claimed it was, including retroactive contradictions, exaggerated claims, and outright lies. In the case of Jian Ghomeshi, his female accusers exchanged 5,000 e-mails between them, despite a legal no-contact order. They also lied in court.
Did they get charged with obstruction of justice? With perjury? Nope. Not only that - because the case was such a blow to feminism, law in Canada was proposed that would require men charged with sexual assault to turn over any evidence they have to the Crown [prosecutors] that proves them innocent! Example: letter attached below.
THIS IS INSANE. Feminists are actually pushing courts to force men to give lying female accusers evidence of their innocence, so they can make up another bullsh*t story to convict men. Not only did that case make Canadian legislators attempt to create new laws, but they ignored the fact that the female accusers broke current laws!
https://atlantic.ctvnews.ca/ghomeshi-s-accusers-exchanged-5-000-messages-before-and-after-going-to-police-1.2768833https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/after-the-ghomeshi-verdict-could-his-accusers-be-charged-how-will-it-affect-future-sex-assault-casesMeanwhile, Ghomeshi's career [and life] has been ruined over
complete lies. Because
MUH WYMYN'S RIGHTS.
The laws in the West don't technically support this stuff, but we live in a de facto anti-White, anti-male society.
And it's no better in the USA:
Rayshard Brooks got shot and killed by a White police officer in Georgia after [1] being passed out drunk in a Wendy's drive-thru, [2] punching a police officer in the face, [3] stealing the taser of a police officer and attempting to shoot him in the face with it [video below],
AND THE WHITE POLICE OFFICER WAS FIRED FOR DEFENDING HIMSELF AGAINST LETHAL FORCE - and protests spread across the USA as a result! A Wendy's in my city was even vandalized over it. Meanwhile, a 5-year-old White CHILD, Cannon Hinnant, got shot and murdered at point blank range by a 25-year-old Black man, Darius Sessoms, AND NOBODY BATS AN EYE.
So you got me - I QUIT. I'm mentally defeated. I got tired of being spit on by some people for doing nothing except going out of my way for them. I got sick of living in a world where I'm expected to support Black Lives Matter, even though 93% of Blacks killed are killed by other Blacks,
while under 0.93% of Blacks are killed by Whites, but get called racist if I point out that a 5-year-old White child got killed by a 25-year-old Black men, and that Blacks commit 55.9% of all murders - more murder than every other race/group in the United States COMBINED.
That's why you post under a fake name - because you know full well you would be targeted and have your livelihood destroyed if you said anything you do online in real life. So you're forced to hide behind a screen name. And you accuse me of not having balls?
You're the one who won't even state your views unless you have the protection of anonymity, and you accuse me of being mentally weak? You're the one who hasn't posted a single photo, shared a single video, or done anything to verify you have any level of education or anything else, and you call me weak?
Anyway, that sums it up - that's why I've stopped talking to new women. That's why I've hunkered back and basically just quit. That's why I got to a point of being mentally defeated, and stopped caring.
If that makes me weak, then I guess I'm weak - I would IMPLORE you to go out and volunteer, invite a homeless person or refugee into your house, or do any of the things I did that got me to the point I'm at now. I'd love to see how you handle it.
I'd settle for you even posting a video of your max bench press. You claim to be stronger than me physically - ok, so you bench press over 315 and deadlift over 495? That's possible. But for you to claim there are rafts of men out there who are stronger than me is objectively false. As for me being mentally weak - let me know how you feel the next time you get treated like garbage by multiple people you tripped over yourself to help.
You're afraid of posting your pro-Trump, anti-leftist views using your real name, and you're calling me weak. You're afraid of being targeted for your views, which is understandable. But to accuse me of being weak? There's never a time in real life I don't speak my mind, or stand my ground. Meanwhile, you only do it online, and only with the mask of anonymity protecting you.
Here is an autism test that is valid for use in Canada [and presumably, everywhere else]:
https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/autism-testBodycam Footage in Rayshard Brooks Shooting:
And finally, the e-mail from Lucy Decoutere, that so badly embarrassed feminists that it prompted calls for Canadian law to be changed that would require anyone accused of sexual assault [= men] to provide any documents used to defend an accused party [man] to the prosecuting attorneys, so that accusers [= women] can then make sure their lies don't get exposed in court.
You act like I'm the only person in the world who is worried about any of this. If you didn't agree with me that SJW's are destroying the West, you wouldn't hide behind a fake name. So you know full well that my concerns are legitimate.
As for being weak...yeah, I mean, I only won Provincials in my weight class. And it's not like I live in the biggest province in Canada or anything.
