thanks man I appreciate the concern,..Ill address this with a Matt C esque post
since my last ban many years ago, I got tired of who I was trying to be online and went to work on my mental health. The main area I ended up getting the most results in was nutrition and supplementation, and self cognitive therapy. I wont ramble on about the food, but the big thing was I found out I was allergic to a lot of foods, and those allergies in turn had an impact on my brain function. I eat super clean now and take vitamin d, b plus, omega 3, a probiotic and of course my meds.
As my brain got better my thoughts improved and I came to realize a few things. What people say or think of me on the internet just doesnt matter. Getbig when being on it properly can be a fun place with some great people, and like anywhere else in real life and on the internet there are morons (I should know I was the king of the morons here). I just quit caring about things that had no direct effect on my life. I actually carry a business card with me and all it says on it is I DONT CARE. Ive used it a lot when someone talks to me about something I have no interest in or gets conforontational with me. I simply dont care. I mind my business and live my life and thats it now
Ya its no secret I dont have much money, but I have a roof, food, an amazing dog, and most of all I have the freedom to do what I want when I want every single second of my life. I stepped back and looked at that and realized I have a really good life (for myself) and Im not letting people Ive never met and never will meet mess that up for me. Words on the internet are just words, they just dont matter. And people like Walter Sobchak actually make those words pretty entertaining at times. A good read
Im not concerned about people getting to me on here, nor anywhere else on the internet. Ive reached a really good place of being happy and at peace with myself. It took a longgggggggg time, but its pretty good, and everyday I work at bettering my mental health and being even more at peace. Old Josh is gone, he wont be missed
again, thanks for you asking. Super nice of you