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Being More Positive
« on: February 20, 2021, 09:14:07 AM »
So over the last while I have worked hard on being more positive

well fuck that. No matter how hard I try, people are assholes and the world is a shitty place, and I dont wanna try anymore.
No, it doesnt mean Im outing peoples info on here and being old me on here. I like it here and Im not fucking that up

Lets just say I wouldnt be 1% shocked if by September I was back in jail for a short stay.  Kind of curious what its like now compared to when I was in 20 years ago, but want to stay out for the summer.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #1 on: February 20, 2021, 09:18:37 AM »
people deep down are all c,,unts

They only maitain a facade of pleasentnees and geniality...

Every single person on this planet has the capebaility of being a camp guard at Aushwitz.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #2 on: February 20, 2021, 09:24:26 AM »
people deep down are all c,,unts

They only maitain a facade of pleasentnees and geniality...

Every single person on this planet has the capebaility of being a camp guard at Aushwitz.

they really are. I dont maintain that facade, Im just a straight up asshole to them. I always wonder if this phoniness existed to this level pre internet era

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #3 on: February 20, 2021, 09:26:50 AM »
"No matter how hard I try, people are assholes"

what happened?

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #4 on: February 20, 2021, 09:27:17 AM »
So over the last while I have worked hard on being more positive

well fuck that. No matter how hard I try, people are assholes and the world is a shitty place, and I dont wanna try anymore.
No, it doesnt mean Im outing peoples info on here and being old me on here. I like it here and Im not fucking that up

Lets just say I wouldnt be 1% shocked if by September I was back in jail for a short stay.  Kind of curious what its like now compared to when I was in 20 years ago, but want to stay out for the summer.

No matter how good one may feel with oneself (centered) there will always be assholes and delinquents that do not respect humanity one bit and it does not matter how good you are or how good you have been to others, there will still be assholes and world can be shit.

You notice it even more when getting older, back when i was in my twenties nothing bothered me one bit, but i have changed (and many others), but what's important is also that the world/society has changed since our heyday.

Back in my 20s i was an idealist who believed in Karma and tried to do good and be good.

Today i am (in general) a bitter old man that has lost faith in humanity/mankind.

There are just too many untermensch in the world, testing my patience.
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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #5 on: February 20, 2021, 09:29:33 AM »
No matter how good one may feel with oneself (centered) there will always be assholes and delinquents that do not respect humanity one bit and it does not matter how good you are or how good you have been to others, there will still be assholes and world can be shit.

You notice it even more when getting older, back when i was in my twenties nothing bothered me one bit, but i have changed (and many others), but what's important is also that the world/society has changed since our heyday.

Back in my 20s i was an idealist who believed in Karma and tried to do good and be good.

Today i am (in general) a bitter old man that has lost faith in humanity/mankind.

There are just too many untermensch in the world, testing my patience.

youre old?
I thought you were like 20 or something
that threw me for a loop

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #6 on: February 20, 2021, 09:31:27 AM »
youre old?
I thought you were like 20 or something
that threw me for a loop

LOL i've been here on the forums since 2003 (joined back when i was training and didn't have any injuries).


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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #7 on: February 20, 2021, 09:32:29 AM »
I hear ya, I tried the positive thing on here a few times and it went alright but fuck it all.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #8 on: February 20, 2021, 09:33:11 AM »
what happened?

a lot of it is how phony people are on social media
manners and common sense in real life are gone out the window
even though I am an introvert this phony covid garbage has got me on edge. Yes I believe it is a hard flu, but I dont believe the world economy had to be shut down

if this covid garbage is still going full steam at the end of this year ill be long gone in jail or the psych ward. Granted, I really like the ward, its full on entertainment

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #9 on: February 20, 2021, 09:33:56 AM »
LOL i've been here on the forums since 2003 (joined back when i was training and didn't have any injuries).

I had no idea. Sorry I was a dick in the other thread, Im just in a pissy mood

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #10 on: February 20, 2021, 09:35:58 AM »
People suck.............one reason why I keep to myself.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #11 on: February 20, 2021, 09:36:40 AM »
People suck.............one reason why I keep to myself.

We still love ya on here though Fresh Wes!
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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #12 on: February 20, 2021, 09:38:22 AM »
I started counseling. Last years i noticed i am becoming negative and hopeless. Its not how i perceived life when i was 30.
Being negative makes others stay away from you, like you have the stink of death or something.
I hope it works, need to get my head straight.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #13 on: February 20, 2021, 09:40:11 AM »
We still love ya on here though Fresh Wes!
Luv ya` too my friend!!

( complete and total homo )   :D

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #14 on: February 20, 2021, 09:41:18 AM »
I started counseling. Last years i noticed i am becoming negative and hopeless. Its not how i perceived life when i was 30.
Being negative makes others stay away from you, like you have the stink of death or something.
I hope it works, need to get my head straight.

Ive seen soooo many younger people like yourself just deep in a negative and hopeless state. Its hard to be positive for younger people this day and age. Im glad Im older. Hope you get better

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #15 on: February 20, 2021, 09:46:02 AM »
Luv ya` too my friend!!

( complete and total homo )   :D

This is getbig, complete and total homo goes without saying.

Hahaha love all you fuckers even Pellius.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #16 on: February 20, 2021, 09:47:58 AM »
I started counseling. Last years i noticed i am becoming negative and hopeless. Its not how i perceived life when i was 30.
Being negative makes others stay away from you, like you have the stink of death or something.
I hope it works, need to get my head straight.

Wait til you're closing in on 50 or 60.

Hoping for you falco.
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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #17 on: February 20, 2021, 10:04:57 AM »
a lot of it is how phony people are on social media

delete your Account.
social media is fake.

Not a good place for people like you.


manners and common sense in real life are gone out the window
even though I am an introvert

this phony covid garbage has got me on edge. Yes I believe it is a hard flu, but I dont believe the world economy had to be shut down

if this covid garbage is still going full steam at the end of this year ill be long gone in jail or the psych ward. Granted, I really like the ward, its full on entertainment

Try learn a new thing.
There is incredible stuff you can learn online.
Read one book per week.

That is what is helping me, a positive perspective.

If you learn a new thing and experience that you are getting better at it,
that is a extremely satisfying feeling.

It makes happy and bad thought processes change. 

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #18 on: February 20, 2021, 10:13:03 AM »
This is getbig, complete and total homo goes without saying.

Hahaha love all you fuckers even Pellius.
LOL  ;D

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #19 on: February 20, 2021, 10:20:53 AM »
&t=96s    there are still some good people left in this world........ but they are few and far between.
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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #20 on: February 20, 2021, 10:25:50 AM »
&t=96s    there are still some good people left in this world........ but they are few and far between.

Dice was great. Was just listening to one of his shows a few days ago.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #21 on: February 20, 2021, 10:27:41 AM »

if this covid garbage is still going full steam at the end of this year ill be long gone in jail or the psych ward. Granted, I really like the ward, its full on entertainment

Some people claim it is harder to get out of pysch than it is to get out of jail.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #22 on: February 20, 2021, 10:48:47 AM »
Some people claim it is harder to get out of pysch than it is to get out of jail.

Jail you have statutory release. Psych not so much for severe cases.

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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #23 on: February 20, 2021, 11:13:32 AM »
Some people claim it is harder to get out of pysch than it is to get out of jail.

If you can get past Jon Ronson making your flesh creep, this is quite an interesting look at that subject



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Re: Being More Positive
« Reply #24 on: February 20, 2021, 11:34:24 AM »
If you can get past Jon Ronson making your flesh creep, this is quite an interesting look at that subject



kind of an interesting guy. Its tough to get in the ward from jail here. When I was in jail I saw some people with extreme mental disorders who absolutely should have been in the ward.
I was in Saskatchewan Hospital in North Battleford in the Forensic Ward which is for extreme criminals who lean towards very high levels of violence. It actually had a few women in there. There was this one gal, last name was Nicotine, she was full on batshit and violent. All of us guys were terrified of her lolol. We were anywhere from high level assault to murder, and this 5 foot 2 woman could put the fear of god into us. It was before they built the new hospital, and this place was OLD. There were the concrete wall/steel bar rooms in the basement for the extremely mentally ill, and some wouldnt have toilets or faucets because they would drink the water from them to essentially get drunk, some kind of electrolyte issue. The forensic unit even had the full on padded room for when a person went ballistic, and I made it in there a couple times.

The one cool thing was the bathtub was a large jet tub. Anyways, I used it this one time and was feeling frisky, so I crack one off with way too much shampoo while the jets were on and the fucking soap is everywhere due to the jets/shampoo combo. It was literally all over the floor going under the door. But hey, I was in there cause I was crazy, so I thought let them clean it up. Good times