I've never used steroids, only SARMS.
Towards the end of my first Ostarine 8 week cycle I looked the best I had in my life and was training consistently, but nowhere as hard and as much as I did naturally. There was no comparison, I could have trained 5 days a week for a year and had a perfect diet and would still not be at that level with a full look and as lean.
Then when I used RAD-140 for 12 weeks I gained 11 kilos while staying relatively lean, did not get the hard look of some steroids, but it gave me permanent muscle gains. 7 months later, even though I dieted down naturally and lost a lot of weight, I now look a lot more muscular than I did before.
I had more time to train with the lockdowns, but now I have more important things to worry about than bodybuilding so my time allocated to it is less.
But I will still not stop training, though my focus is now to stay lean, fit and healthy instead of gaining size. Bodybuilding, focusing on the healthier side of it, is definitely worth it.