Well, let me put it like this. For average joe at 43 years old you look fucking amazing, no doubt. Obviously even for a amateur BB with some stuff taken here and there you look good.
Now...if you compare to some amateur bodybuilders who compete from time to time not even to mention some pro's...you look way worser.
What people are tryint to tell you if that you don't look like a regular and seriously trained man with many years of lifting under your belt. You are lean and vascular, that's right, but the muscle density, maturity, etc is not there. Your back is quite weak, the waist/shoulder ration is not great as well.
Just call it a day, even if you are doing big doses, say that you do 2 i.u daily and 200 mg test per week for maintanence and that's it. JUst stop comparing yourself to people with many years of lifting under the belt cause you will loose 99% of the time