Widows his wife and leaves his kids without a father because he couldnt live without being big. Still had to keep training like a intense madman. And still kept up with the extreme BB lifestyle to a degree. Not saying that he was hitting hard cycles still after his heart attack...but it is clear from recent pics and training videos, that the man was still pushing his body too hard. It is a mental illness and addiction. The only guy who did the right thing was Tom Prince....after his kidneys failed. At least Prince quit the entire routine of madness. Still on dialysis....but still alive for his family. Meadows was a good guy. RIP.