I am sure all the gay men on here would prefer my build a few years ago again though that is no longer the goal I got bored being shredded at 190 some pounds. I am trying to get big again. I prefer my current look I don’t give a fuck about being pretty. Mid 190s vs mid 220s I prefer mid 220s. I realize you all prefer 30lbs lighter I don’t give a fuck I am trying to add another 30. I train for me not you