Bigger in no way means better dude......you need to stop being so hung up on how much you weigh and just concentrate on bringing your bodyparts into proportion.
The reason a person who constantly weighs themself or takes daily pics can`t stop doing so is that they don`t give themselves enough time to see noticeable progress.
Take pics every two months and stop weighing yourelf entirely and you will no longer have anorexia or bigorexia cuz it will be much easier to determine if you are progressing or not.