I live in a 5k square foot home on the water with my loving family and I work from home for a Fortune 500 company. I am also jacked. My life is pretty good last I checked
Your house is a rundown mess because you can’t afford the upkeep.
You don’t live with your family - you have visitation rights.
You work an entry level job - for all of three weeks.
Without drugs you are smaller than Matt Canning.
If you think your life is good - you just lack self awareness.