I did a deep 365lb squat
You did a mediocre #365 after a year of training for it. You originally said you could knock out #405 like it was nothing. You said you could knock out a #155 strict press, now it's "No I am resting before a meet I am not touching my shoulders". Using the Hankins rule of "No one cares what you did years ago", you can't strict press #155. Next week you probably aren't strict pressing #155.
Your tit is torn, your knees are blown, your shoulders and receptors are shot.
And Clegg beat the shit out of you, had you "No mas" ing it in the corner.