It’s an exogenous synthetic hormone just like test and the medical definition of TRT dose not mention dosage anywhere
If you really thought an OTC pre-workout and a sleep aid had anabolic properties you would have been taking them 5X a day for the past 25 years.
You're a drug addict...period, end of story. You justify your moronic and illegal behavior by trying to distort the actions of others. Your attempts at turning everything into a competition are pathetic, then you end up losing at everything you try anyway.
If you went off your illegal drugs you would weigh 165 lbs within six months.
One look at your distended waistline and it becomes obvious the internal organ damage is quite advanced. You won't be missed, by anyone.