I cant help but notice in all your pictures on youtube community that you take pics of food on a table, and it always seems there is only 1 plate of food on the table at restaurants, 1 drink and 1 cigar at home. Do you now look back and think of those from your past and wonder what may have been?
I came in at my very best at the 2009 NGA Night Of Champions...i had practically everything legally possible to try to win,..methylhexamine, growth hormone potentiators, and ADED (5a-dehydro-etiocholane-1,4,6-trien-3-one-17-ol)...all the best stuff sent to me from ALR Industries to avenge my previous shows by Troy. I trained heavy and hard, 3 hours of cardio a day with one session at 3am in the morning,
I left everything on the table...everything. However , i couldnt make the top 5 for the same reasons Dave Palumbo told me in advance before the prep...short torso and extremely long arms even with 18in biceps. I was genetically outmatched and got beaten by competitors with better structure...along with it being a pro-qualifier , i went against some of the best competitors out there
I knew i wasnt going to win the show...i just wanted to get some respect. After being laughed off the stage at the 2004 NPC Metrolina and being too heavy at the 2006 NPC Mountaineer, i had to no choice. There are a few pictures that i never put up that where quite scary..my ex-husband Vissy thought i was going to kill myself...even went to the hospitsl after i passed out at work while unloading a truck at Walmart a week before the show. But i got my respect...and my blue stars
If i ever compete again, i certainly won't do what i did...it was a drug free event and everything i used was legal at the time and was used by pretty much everyine else but it didnt mean it was safe ....never again
