Well, there's a lot to be said from a life peace perspective from having had your time versus never having had it. Imagine being close to 50 and still chasing the dream?
It takes a while to let it go
I stopped at 31 in 1996 thinking I was never going to get onstage again
virtually stopped training, got used to looking normal then saw a photo of me on a fucking sun lounger
Back onstage again in 2013 to 2023, finally done now
just keep fit now, still hard to let go of looking better than people my own age