Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.
But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah