Anyone Else Feel This Way?

[djliftsthings]

Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.

But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah

[djliftsthings]

When a person applies this option and sticks to it,....its actually pretty cool
OAK
Re: Anyone Else Feel This Way?
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[robcguns]

Actually I feel this way a lot. Just tired and bored with what life has to offer.

[IroNat]

Find something that makes you look forward to tomorrow.

Maybe a goal like improving your squat.

Maybe get a dog to take care of.

[djliftsthings]

Find something that makes you look forward to tomorrow.

nono its not that i dont look forward to it, I like lifting again, throwing darts, hanging with the dog, all good stuff. But Im fine if it all ended now. I guess i should have worded it better. Im happy with shit but kinda wanna move on from this particular world

[IroNat]

nono its not that i dont look forward to it, I like lifting again, throwing darts, hanging with the dog, all good stuff. But Im fine if it all ended now. I guess i should have worded it better. Im happy with shit but kinda wanna move on from this particular world

The world is loony right now for sure.  Peeps is crazy.

[deadz]

As long as I’m healthy I’d prefer living.

[robcguns]

Are you DRUNK right now. What is this post supposed to mean?

 

He blocked you and feels good about it.

[djliftsthings]

He blocked you and feels good about it.

I dig that block feature

[robcguns]

I dig that block feature

Yeah I have a couple people on block.

[Rusty Trombone]

Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.

But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah

Yes, I am the same.

Except that I'm somewhat younger than you (38).

So I have not yet accepted it fully/have mixed feelings about life ending for me just now.

[Pray_4_War]

Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.

But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah

Satan is filling your head with lies from the pit of hell.  Don't listen.

A lot of people feel this way at times as the years grind on but you can overcome it.

[djliftsthings]

Yes, I am the same.

Except that I'm somewhat younger than you (38).

So I have not yet accepted it fully/have mixed feelings about life ending for me just now.

ya at 38 it hadnt crossed my mind at all, but 17 years ago the world was probably a better place. It really kicked in for me at or just after 50. The thing I like about it, a lot, is that theres no anxiety or fear or worry or anything like it in me anymore. Its not some tough guy act, it just seemed to naturally go away.

[Hypertrophy]

Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.

But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah

I can understand. I sold a company some years back, one that I started and spent 24/7/365 building. Then one day i wanted out and sold it. Made gobs of money. What I didn't expect was the depression that set in days later. It was inexplicable. There I was- never having to work a day in my life ever again- and I felt hopeless.


It took a few years to break free of it. I had gotten so focused on building that company that I no longer felt I had a purpose. It was a very dark time.


I finally got out of it by going off in a completely new direction. I'll skip the details but I ended up breaking every rule I ever had lived by. I never hurt anyone or anything, mind you, but I was out to recreate myself. The journey took me all over the world. Got me into situations I never thought I'd get out of. What a rush, haha. And it worked. I felt like I had been reborn.


Now I'm on version 3. I am starting a farm. I know jack shit about farming, but I love animals and being outside. Going from being a tech guy to a business guy to now- an animal guy. Each day is new. Each day is different. And each day- I have no fucking idea how it will go. But I feel alive yet again.


I now can understand why children are so full of energy and happy. It's because everything is new. They have no past, very few memories and no preconceived notions of what the world is. It's all one big game to play.

[djliftsthings]

I can understand. I sold a company some years back, one that I started and spent 24/7/365 building. Then one day i wanted out and sold it. Made gobs of money. What I didn't expect was the depression that set in days later. It was inexplicable. There I was- never having to work a day in my life ever again- and I felt hopeless.


It took a few years to break free of it. I had gotten so focused on building that company that I no longer felt I had a purpose. It was a very dark time.


I finally got out of it by going off in a completely new direction. I'll skip the details but I ended up breaking every rule I ever had lived by. I never hurt anyone or anything, mind you, but I was out to recreate myself. The journey took me all over the world. Got me into situations I never thought I'd get out of. What a rush, haha. And it worked. I felt like I had been reborn.


Now I'm on version 3. I am starting a farm. I know jack shit about farming, but I love animals and being outside. Going from being a tech guy to a business guy to now- an animal guy. Each day is new. Each day is different. And each day- I have no fucking idea how it will go. But I feel alive yet again.


I now can understand why children are so full of energy and happy. It's because everything is new. They have no past, very few memories and no preconceived notions of what the world is. It's all one big game to play.

thats awesome how you went out of your comfort zone and pursued new things
Love the farm idea, hope you have a goat and a donkey

[Hypertrophy]

I'm starting it with my son. Two goats and 50 lambs already! Can't get a donkey right now because they are not compatible with his sheep dog (the donkey will kill dogs). He has a Great Pyrenees, like the one pictured. One of the most loveable dogs I have ever seen- and yet he will protect the sheep ferociously:

[djliftsthings]

I'm starting it with my son. Two goats and 50 lambs already! Can't get a donkey right now because they are not compatible with his sheep dog (the donkey will kill dogs). He has a Great Pyrenees, like the one pictured. One of the most loveable dogs I have ever seen- and yet he will protect the sheep ferociously:

is this North America? I will leave for there tomorrow!!

[Hypertrophy]

It's in South Carolina! My son owns a tech biz I helped him start but he has always wanted to be a farm boy. I have no idea where he got that from. Anyways he bought land and now it's pasture and his sheep graze on it. We are in the process of buying more land nearby and when that goes through we will double the herd because the business requires a bit of scale to work.


It will be a completely organic operation. No pesticides, no hormones, and all free range. It's incredibly detailed though- you have to know the grass type, how long they can feed on it, the parasites that can kill sheep- very complicated if you want it to work.


One of the things that drew me to it was being on his land one day and seeing all the hawks flying by- huge wingspans, and majestic. It was an image of freedom that most never see.

[djliftsthings]

It's in South Carolina! My son owns a tech biz I helped him start but he has always wanted to be a farm boy. I have no idea where he got that from. Anyways he bought land and now it's pasture and his sheep graze on it. We are in the process of buying more land nearby and when that goes through we will double the herd because the business requires a bit of scale to work.


It will be a completely organic operation. No pesticides, no hormones, and all free range. It's incredibly detailed though- you have to know the grass type, how long they can feed on it, the parasites that can kill sheep- very complicated if you want it to work.


One of the things that drew me to it was being on his land one day and seeing all the hawks flying by- huge wingspans, and majestic. It was an image of freedom that most never see.

ohoh we may get some bhank and vince goodrum sightings

[Hypertrophy]

haha- Vince is in my neck of the woods. Bhank is in North Carolina, quite a ways away.

[OAK]

I can understand. I sold a company some years back, one that I started and spent 24/7/365 building. Then one day i wanted out and sold it. Made gobs of money. What I didn't expect was the depression that set in days later. It was inexplicable. There I was- never having to work a day in my life ever again- and I felt hopeless.


It took a few years to break free of it. I had gotten so focused on building that company that I no longer felt I had a purpose. It was a very dark time.


I finally got out of it by going off in a completely new direction. I'll skip the details but I ended up breaking every rule I ever had lived by. I never hurt anyone or anything, mind you, but I was out to recreate myself. The journey took me all over the world. Got me into situations I never thought I'd get out of. What a rush, haha. And it worked. I felt like I had been reborn.


Now I'm on version 3. I am starting a farm. I know jack shit about farming, but I love animals and being outside. Going from being a tech guy to a business guy to now- an animal guy. Each day is new. Each day is different. And each day- I have no fucking idea how it will go. But I feel alive yet again.


I now can understand why children are so full of energy and happy. It's because everything is new. They have no past, very few memories and no preconceived notions of what the world is. It's all one big game to play.

A few weeks ago when arguing against the vaccine you told me you were a professional "chemist". Now you're a farmer?

Which one is it?

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[LurkerNoMore]

You have reached a state of "content".  You are content with everything in your life right now so if it ends, it's on a good note.  Which actually isn't a bad attitude to have.

[SOMEPARTS]

Im not depressed at all, actually been in a decent mood for months, lifes been good. And I will not ever off myself, not my thing and have a weird belief system about it.

But, and I was talking to someone else who feels the same, I wish something would happen and I would just die already. Ive had a fun and interesting life. I dont really wanna do anything, Im not a traveller, no family, absolutely not a volunteer kind of guy and pretty much just finished. I mean the obvious reason I stay is Gazoo, but other than that I am pretty pumped for the end and hey, maybe something comes after, maybe not. I just kinda want off this ride now. Granted, Ill probably live to be 100 and fuckity years old now--bah

Get huge and ripped and throw hands with Bhank at Mr. Getbig 2022.

If anything that's something for the rest of us to look forward to. 

[Hypertrophy]

A few weeks ago when arguing against the vaccine you told me you were a professional "chemist". Now you're a farmer?

Which one is it?

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lol Howard- you are too much, hahaha. Just to educate you, believe it or not, you can actually do than more than one thing in your life. Take for example your career as a "farter". If you work at it, you can be a "shitter" too!

[OAK]

I can understand. I sold a company some years back, one that I started and spent 24/7/365 building. Then one day i wanted out and sold it. Made gobs of money. What I didn't expect was the depression that set in days later. It was inexplicable. There I was- never having to work a day in my life ever again- and I felt hopeless.


It took a few years to break free of it. I had gotten so focused on building that company that I no longer felt I had a purpose. It was a very dark time.


I finally got out of it by going off in a completely new direction. I'll skip the details but I ended up breaking every rule I ever had lived by. I never hurt anyone or anything, mind you, but I was out to recreate myself. The journey took me all over the world. Got me into situations I never thought I'd get out of. What a rush, haha. And it worked. I felt like I had been reborn.


Now I'm on version 3. I am starting a farm. I know jack shit about farming, but I love animals and being outside. Going from being a tech guy to a business guy to now- an animal guy. Each day is new. Each day is different. And each day- I have no fucking idea how it will go. But I feel alive yet again.


I now can understand why children are so full of energy and happy. It's because everything is new. They have no past, very few memories and no preconceived notions of what the world is. It's all one big game to play.

Technology expert , business genius, professional chemist, multi millionaire, infectious disease specialist….

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