Wtf do you think it is when I am subconsciously pinching my fucking fat between my fingers like a godamn nervous twitch. I feel fat I stop eating I feel skinny I gorge it is a constant struggle between anorexia and obesity. I feel like a slob at 230 and I am shredded at 220 it is a fine line. I have anorexia and bigorexia. Sometimes I want to cut 20lbs other times I want to gain it all in the same damn day. Hell I used to cut 25% of my skinny ass bodyweight as a teenager going through puberty for wrestling. If you don't think that fucks up your sense of eating and bodyweight and bodyfat I don't know what to tell you. You think it is normal to go up and down 20lbs every couple days? I am trying to beat this disease and you guys just want to laugh about it so have a chuckle asshole
You either are anorexic or you're not. I have a family member and several patients who are and you would NEVER be classified as anorexic. You may be obsessive compulsive, but in no way are you anorexic. I don't laugh at you, I shake my head because you have so many mental issues that any pysch wouldn't know where to start.
As far as your "normal to up and down 20lbs" line...stop stuffing your face like an asshole. Oh, wait you will probably go on some diatribe about how you know all there is to know about building mass. Then you'll play the sympathy card about shitting blood, the titanium bolts in your knees, you used a cane for 20 years, couldn't walk at one point, have a Bakers cyst, then post your same worn out xray pic. Rince and repeat you twat