FUCK. Really really bummed out about this. I've defended him on here and other forums when so many wished harm on him and when they got really angry when his name came up. It's not that he didn't do stupid things, he did. But from what I've seen especially on Leo's show he was a really good natured dude, very honest, you never got the impression that he was trying to lie to you or trying to trick you. He had a child-like quality to him like that. I can't fucking stand most "bodybuilding" characters.
First Pellius who was my favorite poster on here. Now my favorite character in this little niche activity of ours.
He was still doing reckless things, but now with narcotics. I understand that he was depressed and bummed out about his kidneys but he did or thought about doing reckless things for no good reason. Like wanting to IV GHB. There is no fucking reason to IV GHB. He wanted to IV steroids which should never be done with preparations designed to go into muscle. Things like that.
He didn't need to die to serve as a warning and example of reckless drug use.