What a fucking contrast
That's why I've barely touched gear [nothing in over five years, and only three REAL cycles in 2004-2005-2006, and even then, at wussy beginner doses]. Because from what I can tell, you ALWAYS go back to whatever your "normal" is - be it in 1-2-3 years, it doesn't matter how long, but eventually you WILL go back to your normal.
It's almost as if the only way to avoid is to always stay on.