I don't think I looked that bad obviously a photo of me not flexing just standing there looking down or with my eyes closed catching my breath or walking out onto stage isn't going to look as good. But when flexed I looked alright but yeah they don't always put up the best photos on NPC news
You are cherry picking the one photo that hides most of your flaws.
And even in that pic you look lopsided and broken.
That is not bodybuilding.