You really shouldnt have shown this to matt.
Hes going to obsess over this until his room is covered with prints of it and strings webbed all over it and he hasnt eaten or shaved for weeks
Not that - but you're not way off, lol.
I guess you can predict me pretty well!
What seeing this does make me wonder though, is if steroids are somewhat of a slippery slope thing...I never wanted to go down that slope.
Everyone starts off with one cycle...every pro ultimately started somewhere. It just makes me wonder if it's better to avoid them all, as eventually you get to the point of abusing them [possibly].
But on the other hand - I already spent years doing that.
I'm just looking for a one-off cycle, to make gains, keep them for as long as one can do that, and then go back to normal. I loathe the idea of needing to depend on anything to look however I look, aside from training and nutrition.
Personally for me, I can't get past 185 without my stomach expanding. I just want to do one cycle and be done with it. Reading what pros do makes me think bodybuilding is a bit of a fraud. I still don't even know what the average pro would look like 100% drug-free.
