"It would be nice to hit 17" biceps. There's no reason that can't happen, but to be completely honest, I'm rather satisfied with my current look."
This is Getbig, Matt, so don't say you are satisfied with 16 1/4 biceps. Aim for 18 and get a boost to your ego and self-respect.
That's good advice. It's a good goal to work towards. I have heard that one should have 18" biceps at 180-lb, 19" at 190, etc.
That seems a wee bit high - and I don't have pro bodybuilder genes.
I have no reason to doubt reaching 17" biceps...but how close to 18" will depend on how far I push the calories.
Come to think of it, I've only one chicken breast today. Man, what the fuck...
I need to start forcing it. I have no appetite. If I'm progressing on maybe 1,200 calories daily now, I know I will considerably improve on 2,500. Even 2,000 calories daily would be a big step up.
Ok, you know what - I'll start increasing my calories when I start the Sustanon. I'll consider this first month an adjustment period for the PED's, and look to start this cycle for REAL on Monday.
That gives me a few days to get used to the idea of shopping, cooking, cleaning, and shitting more. NONE OF WHICH I look forward to.
I have at least two weeks worth of food here now, if not a full month.
I will spend the first two weeks forcing the calories, and knowing my body - I should adapt at least partially by then. I only see it being a pain for the first two weeks. It should become mundane after that.
Do people now notice you when you walk down the street in your singlet?
Yes! Quite a lot, in fact. Some cars slow down. I may be autistic, but I'm not blind.
Nonstop compliments. From a whole group of teens stopping me at the pool to flex for them, to meeting up with an old crush I hadn't seen for exactly ten years and getting her number.
A juicer friend of mine walked into my gym while I was by the door, and asked "On the juice again?" I was "Yes! Actually, I am."

I love it.
I can understand why bodybuilders abuse PED's...but that being said, none of this is worth my life, or anything like that.
Any major negative health effects, and I'm done. I can handle the 2-3 new pimples I've gotten so far.