Cruise dose of 400 test, 400 primo, 2 iu gh...couldn't deal with the reality of going back to his original human body of 165 pounds, he's already bald, looks like a hobbit, and the reality sunk in fast post retirement that 200ml of test isn't going to do shit for a guy who's been using for over 20 years. Entire body is injured, constantly going to therapy for various injuries, double shoulder replacement, super high calcium score, yet still juices due to insecurities.