Oh no! Sorry to hear this, brother
It's none of my fucken business, but I did observe that your dieting was of a strictness that I only ever reached 5 or 6 weeks out - it was like you were on tuna and rice cakes immediately!
I'm sure they've got medication for this sort of thing, just take a couple weeks off and start back easy or something - you know the drill, soldier!
Be well
Taf