Thanks, gentlemen!
I may have said this (I am getting old! 
) but years ago I saw a young woman in my PT and she had neither arms nor legs. She was pure inspiration and joy. I know she had to sometimes cry when alone but I got the idea she was a genuine Christian and by that reasoning she was never really alone.
I get teared up think about that young lady. Enough rambling. Thank you again.
My aunt,who was like another mother to me used to say"I cried because I had no shoes,then I saw a man with no feet" !
So many people say to me...."I`m so glad you won your battle with lung Cancer"....I tell them that I had no battle with Cancer.... just 5 days at 15 minutes a day of radiation....then I tell them that I met so many nice people at The Cancer Research Center who were way way worse than I could ever be.
The weird thing is that I talked to a lot of these people and even though most were terminal they seemed so upbeat,happy,and optimistic while I was so depressed and anxiety ridden that I felt like hanging myself in my barn.
I know for you assholes out there.....it was self inflicted.....I`m not looking for sympathy....never have,just sharing a story with people that I consider to be friends.
