Entirely discredited yourself and made the eternal laughing stock of the board regardless of what happens at the show?  Is that really where you wants to be 1 week out?
Of Course its not where he wants to be -only his Bizarre state of mind sees something completely different 
To what everyone else sees - He thinks we hate him - Well we do now as he's such a Khvnt - 
Only Previously everyone has tried to offer sound advice to help - which just resulted in him being a complete 
Twat in return. 
After 25+yrs of Anabolics & "Training" I use the word very loosely he looks that Bad !!
A 5ft11in 190lb Twink - Yeah Great look & Great Going. Not.