Simply put Rob,they don`t !! 
Why do you lie you know that’s not the criteria for masters nationals in July in Pa. All you have to do is compete that means show up and get in stage I did that. However I think I would prefer to do the Charlotte cup again as it is on a Sunday vs a Wens for my class at nationals. I would need to take off even more work. But I am qualified for the next two years.
Would I be some kind of hero is if I had stayed another 8 hours? I learned a lot. You guys want the truth but you can’t handle the truth. I have been passing blood for a month. I had diarrhea with debilitating hemorrhoids if you really want the godamn details. I was passing blood while I was waiting I needed to rehydrate I was in a lot of pain. I would not have been able to drive all night as originally planned and it was too much to do Emily as she has real problems driving at night and we would have wound up in a ditch at 3am. If it had been nationals sure I would have stayed but it wasn’t I had a job and I wife I needed to think about. I needed to drink fluids go sit in a fucking epson bath. Not wait around another 8 hours as it got worse. If I had kept the hotel and could go back to it but I hadn’t and I was tied if shutting blood in a public restroom.
I saw where I was at vs my class and the others. I saw everyone else eating and talking to their coaches about how they har 2 meals that day. I saw them laying down with their feet up. I know what I would need to do different. I knew you guys were going to give me shit if there had been 5 guys and it had been close I might have even thought stay and make sure to get too 3 but there were 3 guys I was in the top 3 and I could see it was close with the one guy and not the other. There was no need to stay another 8 hours I needed fluids and a warm salt bath.
Do you guys want a picture of my hemorrhoid baboon asshole as proof I mean seriously wtf. I don’t owe you guys an explanation bur tired of you people just making up lies and then when the truth comes out no hey man sorry looks like you were there and there were 3 people and you probably or were a lock for 2nd and competing for first. Just because I don’t tell you people I am having debilitating bleeding hemorrhoids and can’t drive a fuckign car all night doesn’t make me a liar or a quitter. I could have stayed another hour or 2 I couldn’t stay another 8 hours.
I wanted to get in shape for my wedding and summer and be qualified for nationals I did that. I will also have some high def comparison photos in another week I can compare to last time as I wanted to improve and I believe I did.
The show is simply motivation to train getting in shape is the reward I need to get less worried about it not take it so far and just show up and relax having done another show and seeing how it goes will help with that. I also saw the classes anyway I wish I had stayed but I couldn’t ask Emily to drive all night she is normally in bed by 9:30. We would have wound up in a ditch and I really didn’t care at that point just wanted to go soak my sore ass in a tub.
But yeah I am a lying POs for not talking in detail about my ass I am the only honest person in this world anyone else would have pulled out prior I stuck to it because I said I would but prelims decides everything I can look at this pics and know everything I need to know
