Listen to me, which you won't lol, plenty of people have gotten major anxiety from weed but can enjoy it at times. One bad experience doesn't mean that door is permanently closed.
I haven't smoked for 2 years but a friend promised to pick up some for me and I'm always nervous smoking after a break lol.
You laugh but I think once you've accepted playing with opiates period it's all open to you. It's "all the same" as said above. You like me would resist actual heroin because we associate it with those scabby nightmares we see sometimes. But really what's different? I would like to try some middle easter "opium dipped hash" or opium tea or smoked opium. Let's say I was traveling in an area where that was part of culture sometimes. Wouldn't you?
The ONLY difference is that I can guarantee purity with pharmaceutical pills.
I mentioned that I took Vyvanse before. It feels "hard" on the heart. I recall you said that about the BB drug you took?
That "hard" on the heart feeling.
I'm up for trying whatever opiate if I can ascertain purity.
THC is utterly terrifying.
The worst/scariest experience of my life.
If you showed up to my house with heroin, and could guarantee purity, I'd probably be up for trying it.
Again, the street production aspect scares me.
It IS all the same.
I don't have access to many opiates, and that's sort of on purpose. I have too much time and ability to afford it. A lot can go wrong. That's probably the only thing stopping me from using - idle hands. And being a hypochondriac. But I don't think opiates are particularly organ toxic. The only reason Percocet is toxic is because they contain Acetaminophen.
PS - why wouldn't I listen to you, Van?

You are my go-to guy for BB drug knowledge. But yeah, you're right that I won't listen about weed - to anyone, haha.
FUCKING TERRIFYING.
I thought I had died and gone to Hell.
Horrible.
Pass the heroin! Fuck...just thinking about weed makes me need to calm down.