You seem to move around a lot dont you?
Leaving behind a seedy past when you move on?
Creepy filthy mummies boy
I was just thinking that funnily enough, St Petersburg is of course the home of the famous Raskolnikov - the main protagonist from Crime and Punishment. He was also single, penniless, living in poverty, and suffered mania and delusions of grandeur, etc. The parallels are uncanny
Of course, he went on to commit a horrific crime but we'll gloss over that...