You guys aren't going to believe this!!!

[beakdoctor]

So, I am visiting Fort Worth TX right now and I am standing on a street corner talking to Denise Rutkowski.

On Houston and 9th.

[pkaz]

Cant wait......

[ThisisOverload]

Pics or GFTO.

[The Scott]

So, I am visiting Fort Worth TX right now and I am standing on a street corner talking to Denise Rutkowski.

On Houston and 9th.

Tell her the guy she said looked like a smaller    Dave Draper says hello and that I hope she is doing well.  She won't remember me but she might recall that.  She was so beautiful before someone convinced her to do, shall we say, more.

[Rusty Trombone]

So she's a corner worker? How much did you pay to suck her penoris?

[michael arvilla]

Ask her to autograph this!

[Sandrock]

Did she give you the orange roughy special?

[beakdoctor]

I asked and she would not let me take a Pic. I offered a 20 and she still said she would rather not be photographed and held up her hands. She was surprisingly sweet but is in really bad shape. I thought it was a dude at first.

She looks exactly like the mugshots. She's still homeless and absolutely filthy. 100% mentally ill.

Tommy, I asked if she remembered you but she seemed completely lost and spaced out when I started bringing up her past. I told her about getbig and really nicely requested a picture that's when I offered her money. Bystanders were giving me disgusted looks like I was asking for a blow job or something.

She started talking about winning the NPC and being in the Ms. Olympia but then started to get obviously, visibly depressed. We talked for a few minutes but it got weird, she didn't want to be recognized.  She started street preaching so we parted ways.

[The Scott]

I asked and she would not let me take a Pic. I offered a 20 and she still said she would rather not be photographed and held up her hands. She was surprisingly sweet but is in really bad shape. I thought it was a dude at first.

She looks exactly like the mugshots. She's still homeless and absolutely filthy. 100% mentally ill.

Tommy, I asked if she remembered you but she seemed completely lost and spaced out when I started bringing up her past. I told her about getbig and really nicely requested a picture that's when I offered her money. Bystanders were giving me disgusted looks like I was asking for a blow job or something.

She started talking about winning the NPC and being in the Ms. Olympia but then started to get obviously, visibly depressed. We talked for a few minutes but it got weird, she didn't want to be recognized.  She started street preaching so we parted ways.

I am sorry to read this.  Bodybuilding destroys some people and she was one of those that was ground down by the pressure of its lies.   Thank you for the update and I hope she improves.

[beakdoctor]

I am sorry to read this.  Bodybuilding destroys some people and she was one of those that was ground down by the pressure of its lies.   Thank you for the update and I hope she improves.

No problem.  Scott, I already walked off before I read your comment about Dave Draper...

I know this is Getbig and all but.... I'm just depressed after running into her. I know her story and saw her mugshots...at one time a few years back there was a story that she was doing a little better but that is not the case...

It's strange because I thought she'd be just totally belligerent,  drug addict, mental, street bum and it would've been easy to take a picture of her if that's how she acted. But like I said she was surprisingly sweet. And taking a Pic just seemed very shifty. And there was no point in it: she looks exactly like her mugshots.

I'm in Fort Worth all week.  If I see her again I'll ask if she'll let me take a selfie with her but I doubt she will...and it would only be for the purpose of laughing about it later....which would be shitty....even for a Beakdoctor.

[Dave D]

No problem.  Scott, I already walked off before I read your comment about Dave Draper...

I know this is Getbig and all but.... I'm just depressed after running into her. I know her story and saw her mugshots...at one time a few years back there was a story that she was doing a little better but that is not the case...

It's strange because I thought she'd be just totally belligerent,  drug addict, mental, street bum and it would've been easy to take a picture of her if that's how she acted. But like I said she was surprisingly sweet. And taking a Pic just seemed very shifty. And there was no point in it: she looks exactly like her mugshots.

I'm in Fort Worth all week.  If I see her again I'll ask if she'll let me take a selfie with her but I doubt she will...and it would only be for the purpose of laughing about it later....which would be shitty....even for a Beakdoctor.

How did you recognize her? I know you said she looks like the might shots but what are the odds you'd look long enough at her to recognize her. What stood out about her?

That's a pretty cool story beak.

[The Scott]

No problem.  Scott, I already walked off before I read your comment about Dave Draper...

I know this is Getbig and all but.... I'm just depressed after running into her. I know her story and saw her mugshots...at one time a few years back there was a story that she was doing a little better but that is not the case...

It's strange because I thought she'd be just totally belligerent,  drug addict, mental, street bum and it would've been easy to take a picture of her if that's how she acted. But like I said she was surprisingly sweet. And taking a Pic just seemed very shifty. And there was no point in it: she looks exactly like her mugshots.

I'm in Fort Worth all week.  If I see her again I'll ask if she'll let me take a selfie with her but I doubt she will...and it would only be for the purpose of laughing about it later....which would be shitty....even for a Beakdoctor.

If I could I would make an Eliza Doolittle out of her.    I have seen a lot of street people and criminals in my lifetime, men and women and what they are could break your soul if you allow it to. 

If you see her, give her my love and my hopes for her.

[beakdoctor]

How did you recognize her? I know you said she looks like the might shots but what are the odds you'd look long enough at her to recognize her. What stood out about her?

That's a pretty cool story beak.

last night when I got into town I went out to find a convenience store and within a couple of blocks of leaving the downtown area I was in I noticed quite a few transient types. One dude seemed to be following me. The jail is downtown and they bond people out in groups so after dark downtown is dead except for these assholes being released from jail. All of them transient,  tweaker types. Anyway I just realized that if I was going to wander around the area I just needed to be aware of my surroundings....and I don't know shit about Ft. Worth.

So tonight I decide to try and find a good time. According to Google maps there's a bar district about a mile away. Too close for a lyft, so I walk and I get to an area that's dead. No one out except this one person who coming from a park. This person is talking to themselves. And I'm thinking  "shit, here we go again.  Another one of these assholes walking right towards me. Is this asshole going to start following me too?"

So, I look directly at it as it walks straight at me- looking crazy, laughing outloud to itself, talking to itself etc... up til now I assumed it was a man because of the facial hair...but I notice he's really short and small framed for a man. Bur then as it walks past me I notice tits. Small tits but tits nonetheless. So I thought wtf? Is it a tranny? She walks past me( we're going opposite directions) and I'm turning it over in my head "what a weird looking fucker"....

That's when I was like 'shit that looked like Denise Rutkowski from her mugshots....no way." So I'm walking and I Google 'where is Denise rutkowski now." Google immediately returns with her mugshots and 2nd link says she relocated to Fort Worth... I was like holy shit. There is no way GB will believe me if I don't go and confirm get pic etc...So I turned to start following her but she had already made it a full city block so I shout out 'Denise!' She spun around immediately.  I just thought the exact same thing: what are the fucking odds?

[Dave D]

last night when I got into town I went out to find a convenience store and within a couple of blocks of leaving the downtown area I was in I noticed quite a few transient types. One dude seemed to be following me. The jail is downtown and they bond people out in groups so after dark downtown is dead except for these assholes being released from jail. All of them transient,  tweaker types. Anyway I just realized that if I was going to wander around the area I just needed to be aware of my surroundings....and I don't know shit about Ft. Worth.

So tonight I decide to try and find a good time. According to Google maps there's a bar district about a mile away. Too close for a lyft, so I walk and I get to an area that's dead. No one out except this one person who coming from a park. This person is talking to themselves. And I'm thinking  "shit, here we go again.  Another one of these assholes walking right towards me. Is this asshole going to start following me too?"

So, I look directly at it as it walks straight at me- looking crazy, laughing outloud to itself, talking to itself etc... up til now I assumed it was a man because of the facial hair...but I notice he's really short and small framed for a man. Bur then as it walks past me I notice tits. Small tits but tits nonetheless. So I thought wtf? Is it a tranny? She walks past me( we're going opposite directions) and I'm turning it over in my head "what a weird looking fucker"....

That's when I was like 'shit that looked like Denise Rutkowski from her mugshots....no way." So I'm walking and I Google 'where is Denise rutkowski now." Google immediately returns with her mugshots and 2nd link says she relocated to Fort Worth... I was like holy shit. There is no way GB will believe me if I don't go and confirm get pic etc...So I turned to start following her but she had already made it a full city block so I shout out 'Denise!' She spun around immediately.  I just thought the exact same thing: what are the fucking odds?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Wow!!! I guarantee the poor woman thought she was hallucinating when you shouted her name.  Great story.

Did you end up giving her the $20 anyhow? Pretty amazing she turned it down.

Also when you say convenience store in your head do you think it’s a party store, I’d love to hear AbeG’s opinion with this as well.

[michael arvilla]

She has fake tits (pretty sure they are decent size)

[beakdoctor]

She has fake tits (pretty sure they are decent size)

Yeah I was surprised because they weren't big. About baseball size but they were perky. You know like a 20 year Olds. They were fairly high up on the chest and a perfect b or c cup shape. Plus she was wearing a thick hooded sweatshirt despite the fact that its 95 fucking degrees...But, no they weren't huge. For a homeless drug addict tho you'd expect socks hanging down to her belly button.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Wow!!! I guarantee the poor woman thought she was hallucinating when you shouted her name.  Great story.

Did you end up giving her the $20 anyhow? Pretty amazing she turned it down.

Also when you say convenience store in your head do you think it’s a party store, I’d love to hear AbeG’s opinion with this as well.

No. I didn't give it to her. She told me she was happy and doing fine. Said she was getting her and her friend something to eat. I said 'oh, so you have a place to stay?" And she said "well it's a long story" I thought about offering to buy her food but she's batshit crazy, stinky, homeless bag lady with a beard.... it's like OK; how far am I gonna go with this.

One other thing, I asked why she walked away from the sport and all she said was 'I didn't like it. I didn't want to do it anymore. '

Oh and

Convenience store = 7-11, Plaid Pantry for PNW people.

[Dave D]

Yeah I was surprised because they weren't big. About baseball size but they were perky. You know like a 20 year Olds. They were fairly high up on the chest and a perfect b or c cup shape. Plus she was wearing a thick hooded sweatshirt despite the fact that its 95 fucking degrees...But, no they weren't huge. For a homeless drug addict tho you'd expect socks hanging down to her belly button.

No. I didn't give it to her. She told me she was happy and doing fine. Said she was getting her and her friend something to eat. I said 'oh, so you have a place to stay?" And she said "well it's a long story" I thought about offering to buy her food but she's batshit crazy, stinky, homeless bag lady with a beard.... it's like OK; how far am I gonna go with this.

One other thing, I asked why she walked away from the sport and all she said was 'I didn't like it. I didn't want to do it anymore. '

Oh and

Convenience store = 7-11, Plaid Pantry for PNW people.

I get it. I’m sure your excitement after chasing her down and speaking with her quickly evolved into a wtf am I doing talking to this nut.  It was cool for a moment and then probably depressing…..

I imagine it would be like running into Bhanks in real life, cool for about 11 seconds and then the realization that he is really that dude from online.

[beakdoctor]

I get it. I’m sure your excitement after chasing her down and speaking with her quickly evolved into a wtf am I doing talking to this nut.  It was cool for a moment and then probably depressing…..

I imagine it would be like running into Bhanks in real life, cool for about 11 seconds and then the realization that he is really that dude from online.

Hahaha... yeah.  Exactly.

[BB]

Tommy, I asked if she remembered you but she seemed completely lost and spaced out when I started bringing up her past. I told her about getbig and really nicely requested a picture that's when I offered her money. Bystanders were giving me disgusted looks like I was asking for a blow job or something.

Ha, thank you for your service . As a person that every once and a while can be a bit chit chatty with crackheads and street people both by accident and on purpose, I get that bottom sentence.

[tommywishbone]

So, I am visiting Fort Worth TX right now and I am standing on a street corner talking to Denise Rutkowski.

On Houston and 9th.

Dude.  Tell her Tom Pheil says hi!!

[tommywishbone]

I asked and she would not let me take a Pic. I offered a 20 and she still said she would rather not be photographed and held up her hands. She was surprisingly sweet but is in really bad shape. I thought it was a dude at first.

She looks exactly like the mugshots. She's still homeless and absolutely filthy. 100% mentally ill.

Tommy, I asked if she remembered you but she seemed completely lost and spaced out when I started bringing up her past. I told her about getbig and really nicely requested a picture that's when I offered her money. Bystanders were giving me disgusted looks like I was asking for a blow job or something.

She started talking about winning the NPC and being in the Ms. Olympia but then started to get obviously, visibly depressed. We talked for a few minutes but it got weird, she didn't want to be recognized.  She started street preaching so we parted ways.

Man.  Breaks my heart.

Appreciate the update.

[tommywishbone]

last night when I got into town I went out to find a convenience store and within a couple of blocks of leaving the downtown area I was in I noticed quite a few transient types. One dude seemed to be following me. The jail is downtown and they bond people out in groups so after dark downtown is dead except for these assholes being released from jail. All of them transient,  tweaker types. Anyway I just realized that if I was going to wander around the area I just needed to be aware of my surroundings....and I don't know shit about Ft. Worth.

So tonight I decide to try and find a good time. According to Google maps there's a bar district about a mile away. Too close for a lyft, so I walk and I get to an area that's dead. No one out except this one person who coming from a park. This person is talking to themselves. And I'm thinking  "shit, here we go again.  Another one of these assholes walking right towards me. Is this asshole going to start following me too?"

So, I look directly at it as it walks straight at me- looking crazy, laughing outloud to itself, talking to itself etc... up til now I assumed it was a man because of the facial hair...but I notice he's really short and small framed for a man. Bur then as it walks past me I notice tits. Small tits but tits nonetheless. So I thought wtf? Is it a tranny? She walks past me( we're going opposite directions) and I'm turning it over in my head "what a weird looking fucker"....

That's when I was like 'shit that looked like Denise Rutkowski from her mugshots....no way." So I'm walking and I Google 'where is Denise rutkowski now." Google immediately returns with her mugshots and 2nd link says she relocated to Fort Worth... I was like holy shit. There is no way GB will believe me if I don't go and confirm get pic etc...So I turned to start following her but she had already made it a full city block so I shout out 'Denise!' She spun around immediately.  I just thought the exact same thing: what are the fucking odds?

Dude!  That’s crazy. Absolutely crazy.

“The door to fame and fortune was open. She stood in the threshold. All she had to do was step through the open door… she decided to turn and walk away… and we never saw her again.”

[The Scott]

I get it. I’m sure your excitement after chasing her down and speaking with her quickly evolved into a wtf am I doing talking to this nut.  It was cool for a moment and then probably depressing…..

I imagine it would be like running into Bhanks in real life, cool for about 11 seconds and then the realization that he is really that dude from online.

bhanky is a 'tard in the real world.  Just watching him is enough to realize that in his case,  natural selection has failed.

[Dave D]

bhanky is a 'tard in the real world.  Just watching him is enough to realize that in his case,  natural selection has failed.

lol

I just meant the initial excitement of seeing someone you recognize is quickly replaced when you realize the person is who you thought they are.

[beakdoctor]

Man.  Breaks my heart.

Appreciate the update.

She struggled with memory.  I asked if she knew you. I assumed Pheil was pronounced Fail. But it was like a fog to her. I said he said you were roommates for a little bit. She just blinked. I said he used to work at golds gym. Same reaction. To the best of my memory I thought those were some of the things you mentioned on GB.  After I  walked off I thought 'what would jog her memory?' So I was going to catch up with her again and say 'do you remember the guy who escaped to South America?" But it was pointless.

It was sad for me to see. I can only imagine what a bummer it would be for you guys who knew her back in the day.