Christ - good luck with that my friend - when my Ex tried it she turned into such a bitch that I tried to run her over!
Look after yourself Kid 
I have been comatose on the meds for 2 half years, no ups and a few downs, its like your lifes flatlining
Winning and losing shows I felt exactly the same , nothing.
Since stopping the meds last Friday, the same day I decided I was never competing again, I have had noises in my head like the wind blowing and I almost dragged someone out of his car because he wouldnt move forward to let me out of a space.
Its like my brain is waking up again
Sleeping is difficult because a guy owes me £1500 for work I paid him for but he didnt do and its spinning around in my head
I will have to get someone to get the money from him because I cant trust myself to remain calm
I have given him until 1st December to pay me then its a debt collector at his address on the 2nd
I will make sure who goes is less tolerant than I am