ESFitnss in hospital.. blood clots in lungs 0ver a wk

[Dave D]

Yea you can see pics on my IG..  ever removed the back straps off a deer?
They kinda did that to each side of my leg/from foot up the calve. The outside is about 15 long by 2 wide and an inch deep, the inside is "only" about 12". & I'm supposed to have a wound-vac in each side. But they want to replace the woukdvac 3x. A week....

The first time they did it is the last time I can tolerate that kinda pain, because the vac-foam suck into the wound and attaches to the tissue, and removing it is like ripping out 1" deep 2" wide strips of flesh each time... Apparently, according to the plastic surgeon because I'm not mad enough to tolerate that type of pain I've extended my recovery time to three or four months of being an inpatient either at a rehab/skilled nursing facility or UC Irvine was most likely where they do more plastic surgery.

*, So instead of the wound vac, I get daily gauze dressing changes which are still fucking painful. I'm usually like a "tough guy/suck it up and push through" you know?  I walked around /ran on a  broken tibia for 2 weeks, I was up out of the hospital bed walking after my first my hip surgery and within a couple hours, I've played through broken fibulas and collar bones and fought through broken hands and arms and a sternum..

But this pain is on another fucking level. There's laws to protect people when it comes to pain management. And pain management lady today who I thought I had a good rapport with tells me that yeah we're going to keep working to keep decreasing your your pain meds because "you're trying to recreate a past experiences from your past experiences with with opioids... I.e. fancy way of saying she's telling me I'm trying to get high.... And like I said wants to cut my doses down even though I'm probably 2 months from going home, still. & The fact they don't understand opioid receptor affinity or saturation or whatever and they still have me on methadone in the hospital despite giving me pain meds that would keep me out of withdrawal, but they don't understand the methadone is soaking up so many other fucking hope you would receptors that the Dilaudid doesn't have room to work.

 I told that bitch I haven't been high in 10 fucking years. What the fuck is my past experience have to do with the pain I'm in right now you've seen what my leg looks like open with no bandages... I shouldn't have remind you that it's not your job to tell me how much pain I should be in."

I already been contacted by three attorneys. Haven't had the energy in me to call any of them back yet, but they don't typically stick around with the smaller cases they want to go for the big fish the big insurance companies the big hospitals because they settle in exchange for a gag order so you don't talk about the poor care you received at the hospital... But I'd trade in a fucking heartbeat the '80-200,000 or whatever that'll likely get for the lawsuit to have this have never happened.

You’ve been through a lot in life.

[ESFitness]

he has an open abcess again, hes a fucking idiot

It's not an abscess you twat.

[ESFitness]

I don't know what I was reading, probably Reddit, and came across posts about a new drug, Auvelity. Claims include it's very rapid acting, within a week, unlike conventional like 4 weeks. It's a combination of buprenorphine and bupropion (Wellbutrin),    buprenorpine which is similar to ketamine (disassociative). It's probably very low dose so you can function in life.

I can't recommend it, never tried it. But it does not target serotoning. I would be interested in real person reports.

https://www.auvelity.com/

I'd try it for my treatment resistant depression but it's not availablee here. I've though about psychedelics but too scared to try it. A friend said Psilocybin made him quit cigarettes for 3 months, the effect didn't last but it's interesting the reports of cold turkeying any types of substances after one session. Even if it's rare it lasts, it's still interesting. Microdosing I could do perhaps because it's sub-psychedelic doses.

Buprenorphine is an opiate agonistic/antagonist, not a disassociative.

It would combine the 2 most popular drugs in prison. Lol... Bupropion/Wellbutrin when snorted or injected IV gives about as close to cocaine as you'll get.

Psilocybin worked pretty well with me, micro dosing anyways (300mg/day).. I'd only taken enough one time to get the psychedelic experience when things "felt" much different. But it was over in a couple hrs.

[joswift]

Yea you can see pics on my IG..  ever removed the back straps off a deer?
They kinda did that to each side of my leg/from foot up the calve. The outside is about 15 long by 2 wide and an inch deep, the inside is "only" about 12". & I'm supposed to have a wound-vac in each side. But they want to replace the woukdvac 3x. A week....

The first time they did it is the last time I can tolerate that kinda pain, because the vac-foam suck into the wound and attaches to the tissue, and removing it is like ripping out 1" deep 2" wide strips of flesh each time... Apparently, according to the plastic surgeon because I'm not mad enough to tolerate that type of pain I've extended my recovery time to three or four months of being an inpatient either at a rehab/skilled nursing facility or UC Irvine was most likely where they do more plastic surgery.

*, So instead of the wound vac, I get daily gauze dressing changes which are still fucking painful. I'm usually like a "tough guy/suck it up and push through" you know?  I walked around /ran on a  broken tibia for 2 weeks, I was up out of the hospital bed walking after my first my hip surgery and within a couple hours, I've played through broken fibulas and collar bones and fought through broken hands and arms and a sternum..

But this pain is on another fucking level. There's laws to protect people when it comes to pain management. And pain management lady today who I thought I had a good rapport with tells me that yeah we're going to keep working to keep decreasing your your pain meds because "you're trying to recreate a past experiences from your past experiences with with opioids... I.e. fancy way of saying she's telling me I'm trying to get high.... And like I said wants to cut my doses down even though I'm probably 2 months from going home, still. & The fact they don't understand opioid receptor affinity or saturation or whatever and they still have me on methadone in the hospital despite giving me pain meds that would keep me out of withdrawal, but they don't understand the methadone is soaking up so many other fucking hope you would receptors that the Dilaudid doesn't have room to work.

 I told that bitch I haven't been high in 10 fucking years. What the fuck is my past experience have to do with the pain I'm in right now you've seen what my leg looks like open with no bandages... I shouldn't have remind you that it's not your job to tell me how much pain I should be in."

I already been contacted by three attorneys. Haven't had the energy in me to call any of them back yet, but they don't typically stick around with the smaller cases they want to go for the big fish the big insurance companies the big hospitals because they settle in exchange for a gag order so you don't talk about the poor care you received at the hospital... But I'd trade in a fucking heartbeat the '80-200,000 or whatever that'll likely get for the lawsuit to have this have never happened.

shes a very perceptive lady

[ProudVirgin69]

I just had ACDF on c5-c6 c6-c7. Something definitely up with prescribing pain meds after surgery. I was given  nothing, worse type of pain I've ever felt. My surgeon is against opiods as he worked in the USA and said they prescribed it like candy, saw the residual effects of what they can do.

Literally have 6 screws and a plate into my c-spine holding me together and it's  no walk in the park.

I agree.  They are serious medications but short courses for postoperative pain and other acute issues like that are totally fine.  If you can’t sleep, breath deeply, move around, participate in physical therapy you’re going to have worse outcomes.

American physicians were definitely heavy handed  with the narcotic prescriptions for a while but now the pendulum has swung too far in the other direction

[ProudVirgin69]

You dont need to get a script for candy its freely available to buy

what a stupid fucking statement that is when you look at it properly

“Give them out like candy”

[Dave D]

shes a very perceptive lady

It’s weird she would say something like this considering ESFitness already said he was in a different location with me hospitala a new hospital where they don’t know his history….//


I need to update my phone, these posts make me sound like Johnny Falcon on bath salts.

[Dalnet]

Shouldn't really say this, but Tramadol SR makes Taffin very happy - I can totally see why people might get addicted - feels different to the other opiates/opioids to me for some reason

You're not wrong. It has a weird floaty feeling and I seem to lose my appetite on it. Currently on 224 of them per month although I don't get through all that many - I still re-up just to keep good stocks at home, lol. You never know when your medicine cabinet is in need of emergency use. Waiting for another genicular nerve block as the old one is wearing off, so I'm trying to be cautious with overuse.

I managed to lose a good stone off my weight on my first batch of them. Not sure if that's the same for you, but I just don't feel like eating on them.

[Van_Bilderass]

I still don't really understand what happened. What are the reasons for getting swollen legs like that. What is it that needs to be drained? Pus? Or is it that the pressure can cause damage? Please, a real answer 

What was Eric on opiate-wise if anything when this happened. I was reading suboxone somewhere?

[Van_Bilderass]

You're not wrong. It has a weird floaty feeling and I seem to lose my appetite on it. Currently on 224 of them per month although I don't get through all that many - I still re-up just to keep good stocks at home, lol. You never know when your medicine cabinet is in need of emergency use. Waiting for another genicular nerve block as the old one is wearing off, so I'm trying to be cautious with overuse.

I managed to lose a good stone off my weight on my first batch of them. Not sure if that's the same for you, but I just don't feel like eating on them.

Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like  it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.

Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.

Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.

So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.


Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.

[unreasonablereasons]

Ive seen the pics of his legs
top 3 of disgusting things I have seen

[joswift]

joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.

That was fucking horrible

Total helplessness and despair

[joswift]

Ive seen the pics of his legs
top 3 of disgusting things I have seen

Hes like one of the beggars in Kenya who self harm so you give them money

I went in to buy bandages and medicine for a guy who had maggots in a wound in his leg
Chemist guy wouldnt sell me any because he said he would just do it again even if he got better

[illuminati]

It’s weird she would say something like this considering ESFitness already said he was in a different location with me hospitala where they don’t know his history….//

The Nurse reads GetBig & see his posts & knows what an Utter Twat he is.

[Dave D]

The Nurse reads GetBig & see his posts & knows what an Utter Twat he is.

He literally said this hospital doesn’t know his history……. Then the nurse is talking about his history.

[illuminati]

He literally said this hospital doesn’t know his history……. Then the nurse is talking about his history.

He tells so many lies & made up stories he can't remember what he has said
to whom. 

[FitnessFrenzy]

[Dave D]

What is going on with Hankins and the Mayor?!

[joswift]

his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise

[unreasonablereasons]

ya know, obviously ES and I do not like each other.
However, I was flipping through his IG (yes Eric you accepted me) and its really incredible how far he has fallen. This guy was doing well it seemed, good build (far better than me), great hair, nice vehicle (350z?), has a kid, and got lots of gals. Then he started putting all that bathtub brew garbage in his body and his IG became pic after pic of him getting cut open due to infections, on a respirator, just more and more of brutal health issues. Ya, sure I dont like him, but thats not the factor that says he is finished, he will have more infections, more hospital time, and never ever recover from all of it because his ego is too big and he "is always right". His mind is faded too from all the drugs, you can see it in his delusional and absent minded posts.

Again, Im not stating this from a hate side of things, this is just fact. If you are on his IG, go look for yourself and try and tell me different

[wes]

his legs might be fucked but hes looking great upperbody wise

Yates like back development......must be the sweet spot of peace!! 

[Dalnet]

Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like  it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.

Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.

Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.

So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.


Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.

I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.

I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"

Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?

I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.

[Van_Bilderass]

I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.

I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"

Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?

I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.

I have 200mg tabs so I have done one tab mostly, sometimes another half later in the day. Most high single dose 300mg, highest total daily dose 400mg. 2 or 300mg with Phenibut (contraindicated most likely) at 1500mg and 20 minutes later it's a new world. Lying in bed I can sort of feel the euphoric effects sort of starting from the feet going up, hard to explain. Then I have know taken 4-6 tabs a day even though I've warned about the seizure risk. I think I've been on the brink of SS, kind of started twitching and my vision was affected, even some close eye faint hallucinations. That time I had taken a Xanax too and a pull off a joint. No advice, just a true reply. I don't really feel wheezy or hard to breathe, it's more like the feeling of a hard set of legs where you might feel naus.eus. Like that took a lot of effort, I have to rest on my back.

[Van_Bilderass]

I've never had shortness of breath on it but have heard that it can cause respiratory depression in some people? You must be really susceptible to its effects, imo. Sounds like it hits you a lot harder - and yeah I've noticed that it makes me more 'wavy' and amicable although not to the point of wanting to phone people out my phonebook just for a 'chat'. Similar to if I've had a drink or two level of social buzz, if that makes sense.

I've just looked up the sides about feeling 'wheezy' on tramadol and it is listed as a serious side, so it's something worth paying attention to in your case. Sounds like you need to be very careful on it, mate. "your lips, mouth, throat or tongue suddenly become swollen. you're breathing very fast or struggling to breathe (you may become very wheezy or feel like you're choking or gasping for air)"

Personally, I think I'd be too scared to take that them if I went through that kind of experience. How much were you on when that happened?

I've gone through a lot of them in a day when dealing with my knee issues at their worst, and never really felt out of breath. At the most, I had a twitch/judder type thing where a couple of times throughout the day I felt my body jolt. But that was only when I was on the max daily dosage.

It doesn't have to be the tram, but it's coincided with these episodes many times. Maybe it's just the regular opioid sickness, I never thought of that actually LOL. But i get so weak sometimes and out of breath, like I said standing for longer than 10 seconds. I don't have anyone I would call to get me some supplies like milk sometimes when I need it. Too shameful, ( "I'm stressing them, I don't want to be a burden")  Right now I feel better, probably gained like 20lbs in a few weeks.

[ProudVirgin69]

Someone answer me this. I've been intermettently getting extremely weak, no appetite, my heart feels like exploding. A short walk to the corner store and I've felt like I don't know if I can make it home without assistance. I don't use Tramadol all the time but when I did last time I had been shopping food, felt extremely bad, extremely weak and just about at the door I puked ver explosively. An arab peeked out his window and asked if I needed an ambulance, and he came out with a water bottle. Nice thoughtful guy even if he was a towel head. I said I needed some rest and then I would be fine opening the door, walking one flight of stairs to my apartment. Now my question is, can tramadol causes all these symptoms? Some of the symptoms don't let up even if I don't touch tramadol. It's like  it's impossible to train on it (if indeed tram is the cause) my body is having a workout already.

Intermettently I've been feeling so weak I could hardly stand up for 10 seconds. And I've been hit with this tremor that is BAD. Neurologist said nothing wrong. My heart docs say my heart is fine. So they say it's psychological, nah, partly maybe. After a couple of weeks of eating normally like now, I'm back squatting 400lbs, but I want this to continue to really come back for real.

Tramadol is an instant depression "killer" though. Most people who try it don't rate it that high, I rate it very high on a rec list, not that I've used many of the street drugs.

So my question is, can tram make you immediately weak with zero exercise capacity?
joswift, have you experienced such weird symptoms? I know you had the serotonin syndrome.


Back story: was greatly affected by swine flu and covid and things haven't been the same since.

It sounds like something cardiac in nature, like some kind of arrhythmia. Possibly a postviral cardiomyopathy type thing, since this is after being sick w Covid as you mentioned.

How often do these episodes come on?  At least once a week?  Inquire with your cardiologist about some kind of longer term monitoring.  Here, we call it a Holter monitor.  It straps to your chest for a couple days or weeks so any infrequent, intermittent issues that may not come up in the clinic can be identified. 

It sounds like you are unwell and I would seek a second opinion, possibly with a physician specializing in post-viral or PASC (post acute sequelae of Covid).