was never a full blown alcoholic but definitely drank 2-3 bottles of vodka a month to take the edge of life's stresses, i mean a real alcoholic would probably even drink a lot more right? but after i learned about the harmful effects i stopped and never looked back but i feel like a baby who has had his last piece of candy taken from him.
I don`t miss it at all bro.....haven`t had a drink or the desire to have one for over 25 years now and at various points in my life,I was a 7 day a week drinker/drunk.
Me and my "friends" daily mission was to see how fucked up we could get every day.
I once read an article by Dennis Hopper who was a drunk and a very heavy Cocaine user ,he said that he thought everyone lived like he did......I felt just the same because of the circle of
friends aquaintances I hung out with.
Once I got sober I stopped and smelled the flowers,went to museums,and developed a personality that isn`t all that great but I am no linger a raving madman in a blackout and I didn`t spend my money for bills this week on Coke,borrow any cash I couldn`t pay back,insult anyone I respected, or puke on my shoes last night.
Reality sux but at least it`s REAL !!