gained 12 fucking pounds in 10 fucking days

[dj181]

1) You base your self worth on how many compliments you get from people.   Fix that

2) If you didn't give a fuck....why are you getting in people faces?  Contradict yourself much?

3) You are Brian-esque with your bullshit chest thumping about how you sense peoples disrespect and then want to rag-doll them.   You both are small men on the inside.  Go read the book "The Subtle art of not giving a fuck".  That may help you actually live a normal life.  Geezus...worrying if some mystical "diss" is happening or not.

Alright I'll give that book a read

2 days ago with my new black friend I was showing him how to do the hammer decline press when some shitstain came over asked aggressively when are you through and he said after this set and this angered me this shitstain was what I deemed to be aggressive to him and I'll confess I was a pussy then because I should have got in his face and said back down to protect my black friend but I didn't

Later on I contacted him on telegram and apologized to him for being a pussy and not protecting him

And he said don't worry about that everything is cool

[dj181]

Where did he say anything racist??

I deemed he was being racist

[Grape Ape]

What bothers me is that you disrespect me and if someone disrespect me IRL I get right in thier hell I even get in people face when I sense they just might be disrespecting me and I'll confess a few times I made a fool of myself because they weren't dissing me

I can actually relate here because I too don't take kindly to disrespect. Not on the internet, not in person, not in a grocery store parking lot, not in line at Walmart, not in a restaurant, not at the beach, not at the dry cleaners...anywhere.

People talk about the 'pussyfication' of America, yet they run their mouths thinking they won't get slapped and get their arm broken in front of their friends.

Spent many years in a place where if you talk slick and say something out of line to somebody, you know that when you say it, you better be ready for what happens. most people here in the 'real world' aren't ready for what could happen...and run their mouths like the world is a make-believe cartoon. Despite wearing nice slacks, polished shoes and a nice shirt, the guy you steal that parking spot from at the grocery store and proceed to flip off, may have just gotten out of prison and will have no problem identifying the bitch in you and proceed to teach you a lesson by taking you down to the ground and kicking out your teeth before you even know what happened.

The guy who's willing to go the furthest, wins. If you're not willing to go all the way, it's best you keep your mouth shut and move on, and make it to the next day.

[wes]

Girls and sons..............

[njflex]

playing with the slin dose, seeing what my max is

20 iu is too muuch usually go hypo

12 iu is good

running 15 iu to see how it goes

weight has stablized @ buck 75, so gotta increase cals

i'll do it with mcd's add one more sandwich and a mcflurry

by adding those items that comes out to 2300 cals in that meal

DJMCFLURRY

[CalvinH]

You dipshits think I'm some kind of cowardly pussy while IRL I strut swinging my shoulders and shouldering dude who don't get out my way

I watch them out the corner of my eye and almost all times the move the hell out my way

This is classic narcissism in my mind I'm thinking "get the hell out my way I am above you and better than you"

You are so skinny people don't even notice you.

[njflex]

Alright I'll give that book a read

2 days ago with my new black friend I was showing him how to do the hammer decline press when some shitstain came over asked aggressively when are you through and he said after this set and this angered me this shitstain was what I deemed to be aggressive to him and I'll confess I was a pussy then because I should have got in his face and said back down to protect my black friend but I didn't

Later on I contacted him on telegram and apologized to him for being a pussy and not protecting him

And he said don't worry about that everything is cool

What kind of violent area do you live in sounds like the movie escape from new york,,,everyone is agressive and wants to fight,even at gym,,my gym is sane as can be...

[dj181]

I can actually relate here because I too don't take kindly to disrespect. Not on the internet, not in person, not in a grocery store parking lot, not in line at Walmart, not in a restaurant, not at the beach, not at the dry cleaners...anywhere.

People talk about the 'pussyfication' of America, yet they run their mouths thinking they won't get slapped and get their arm broken in front of their friends.

Spent many years in a place where if you talk slick and say something out of line to somebody, you know that when you say it, you better be ready for what happens. most people here in the 'real world' aren't ready for what could happen...and run their mouths like the world is a make-believe cartoon. Despite wearing nice slacks, polished shoes and a nice shirt, the guy you steal that parking spot from at the grocery store and proceed to flip off, may have just gotten out of prison and will have no problem identifying the bitch in you and proceed to teach you a lesson by taking you down to the ground and kicking out your teeth before you even know what happened.

The guy who's willing to go the furthest, wins. If you're not willing to go all the way, it's best you keep your mouth shut and move on, and make it to the next day.

That's funny I must confess

I'm going right now to the psychiatrist and another one will be there but I won't tell them about these things coz they my deem me to be a danger to society and put me in the mental hospital hell no!!!

And reading what I wrote it seems I may have an issue with paranoia

Jesus Christ not another condition

[dj181]

You are so skinny people don't even notice you.

It's not how big you are it's the look in your eye my look is very very fierce with my deep set warrior eyes

Tommy hearrns @ 147 6'1 would literally kill you in a street fight 💋💋💋

[dj181]

What kind of violent area do you live in sounds like the movie escape from new york,,,everyone is agressive and wants to fight,even at gym,,my gym is sane as can be...

Let's just say I am east of Poland now🥳

[BigRo]

That's funny I must confess

I'm going right now to the psychiatrist and another one will be there but I won't tell them about these things coz they my deem me to be a danger to society and put me in the mental hospital hell no!!!

And reading what I wrote it seems I may have an issue with paranoia

Jesus Christ not another condition

I hope you spill the beans forgetting its not getbig and get locked away where you belong, look in the eyes bwahahaha tell that to them please!

[dj181]

I hope you spill the beans forgetting its not getbig and get locked away where you belong, look in the eyes bwahahaha tell that to them please!

You are really a hateful son of a bitch

I just sent a prayer that you die a very slow and agonizing painful death very very soon

I pray you get metastatic bone cancer 💋💋💋💋💋

[njflex]

You are really a hateful son of a bitch

I just sent a prayer that you die a very slow and agonizing painful death very very soon

I pray you get metastatic bone cancer 💋💋💋💋💋

c'mon now...

[Grape Ape]

I'm going right now to the psychiatrist and another one will be there but I won't tell them about these things coz they my deem me to be a danger to society and put me in the mental hospital hell no!!!

Just be honest with them and open up on your relationships growing up.  Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.


Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.

[wes]

[BigRo]

You are really a powerful son of the living God

I just sent a prayer that you die a very slow and agonizing painful death very very soon

I pray you get metastatic bone cancer 💋💋💋💋💋

Tell that to them too please, which my dad just died from. See those lips you keep kissing me with, they would be brutally mangled with your broken teeth sticking through then if we met.

Now fuck off Satan.

[BigRo]

I would hang your weiner there too before throwing it in the fire only it would infect my brown trout.

[Grape Ape]

I would hang your weiner there too before throwing it in the fire only it would infect my brown trout.

Interesting camping attire.

Would not be my first choice.

[BigRo]

Interesting camping attire.

Would not be my first choice.

Just for a photo with my dinner.

[Grape Ape]

Just for a photo with my dinner.

I tried to do the same thing once, but my wife was worried we'd get kicked out the restaurant.

[CalvinH]

Dj is lucky he's white. With his body if he was a black man living in Europe everyone would just consider him another malnourished African illegal immigrant.

[BigRo]

I tried to do the same thing once, but my wife was worried we'd get kicked out the restaurant.

Touche

[Walter Sobchak]

You dipshits think I'm some kind of cowardly pussy while IRL I strut swinging my shoulders and shouldering dude who don't get out my way

I watch them out the corner of my eye and almost all times the move the hell out my way

This is classic narcissism in my mind I'm thinking "get the hell out my way I am above you and better than you"

bj181 would you dare to strut up to and shoulder this savage street warrior in real life?

I didn’t think so.

You two would be better off in his mommy’s basement fingering each other’s assholes.

[dj181]

Just be honest with them and open up on your relationships growing up.  Girls and sons who have not been loved by their fathers seek attention once teens and adults to compensate for what they didnt have originally. Fathers either left them alone, or were distant most of the time and not encouraging them. Some even despised them which would shape their personality and the way they d interact with others for the rest of their life.
They are extremistic in everything they do, always looking exageratly for attention, and have troubles adapting to society's rules, because they also have troubles defining their own identity and respecting authority and hierarchy.


Also boys who got picked on by others during childhood and adolescence -often sons without a father figure- try to compensate by lifting weights, to develop muscles and survive in ther male world. They re insecure because they re girly, childish, feminine having been raised by a single mom. They lift obsessively hoping it will transform them into men, to compensate for their lack of influence from a father figure that was not there. Unfortunaltey they can get as big as they can it doesnt cure their insecurity and who they truly are, how they grew up being raised by a single mom. They re no as manly as other men whatever they do, and they often have a big lack of masculine presence they dont know how to balance, hence often being borderline homosexuals while trying to get their manhood back thru various manly activities (mma, cars, weight lifting etc). They are often the ones that, in order to get respect from other males will go the steroids route to get even "bigger" attemptint to cure their insecurity , but being natural not being "enough", they still feel "too small", insecure, amongst other males. The lack of a father figure also often means they didnt have guidance to continue studies and are often working shitty manual jobs.

They dropped the mood stabilizer and and upped the antipsychotic and told me to limit energy drinks to 500 ml max not 2000 ml😂😂😂

Also they said no swing club no pros and no clubs/discos for one full week

[Walter Sobchak]

They dropped the mood stabilizer and and upped the antipsychotic and told me to limit energy drinks to 500 ml max not 2000 ml😂😂😂

Also they said no swing club no pros and no clubs/discos for one full week

<cough…bullshit…>

Yeah o-kaaaaaaaaaaay!