Truth is, Hankins only wants to play rigged games where he's virtually sure to win. It's some crazy insecurity thing going on which is why he'd still be here after all of the (well-deserved) abuse he's brought on himself. He'll never get what he's looking for doing that and he'll never be at anything other than a drugged up peace because "wherever you go, there you are."
and every loss he perceives as a win
He lost to Clegg yet won the fight???
He was the only competitor in strict curl and "won" even though he was technically "last" as well.
He "won" at Crazy Golf against retards and old women even though none of them even knew it was a contest.
Technically he "won" his class last time out against two guys in as bad a shape as he was.
In bodybuilding you compete against yourself, so in reality he could have been way better but didnt want or couldnt put the effort in so really he lost.