those who hate my guts bring it on strong i don't care
you see i use y'all to toughen myself up and to fuel my trianing so merci beaucoup
but to those who come with a geniuine concern to help much appreciated
so here's the gig
i'll get a decent transfer from my mom tomorrow so i'm trying to decide where to allocate this cash
one is a done deal and i have to do it and that is to pay back some of the 200 bucks i owe one of my gym buds he asked for it today and i have owed him this cash for bout 2 months so i'll send 100 to him first
after i have these options
1. go back to the doc and drain my new goddamn absess on my other leg
2. buy anavar
3. get my beautiful new husky pup
4. buy leucine and omega 3's the leucine comes advised from leo longevity who made a nice series on protien and pointed out that high protien kills you faster and ages you much more than the other macros so he recommends cutting down food protien intake and supping in leucine to stim Mtor without eating such high protien this is genius actually
5. maybe pay for the swing party next weekend (i'm waiting for these 2 fellas to decide it they go or not, if they go i get free entry if not i gotta pay, hoping they go but i cant force them)
6. buy some more form fitting shirts for the clubs and some new doo rags
so what's y'all's advice

i gotta get a goddamn strong and working VPN coz then i can go back to working for this online english leaning site that gives me from 7-10 lessons per week, 15-20 is ideal but the most i'd get was 12 or so
so actually there is another done deal and that is to get a good goddamn VPN these cocksuckers are sheep who follow this goddamn sanction horseshit
Stevie knows me very well FUCK
You say you want your freedom
Well, who am I to keep you down?
It's only right that you should
Play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness like a hearbeat drives you mad