You do, however, get riled up over some of the dudes who rub you wrong on this Board. And I bet you still have emotion positive or negative upon your contest results. Plus “thinking” can be rewarding. Trying to look at the positive side here, and a professional might help.
Nothing at all, win or lose it didnt make any difference to me, my wife even said to me "why are you doing it?"
I do get annoyed about trivial things, big things on the other hand just are not on my radar
Im getting an IPod player for the gym because two personal trainers are getting on my fucking nerves one says "yeah, yeah, yeah" all the time when hes talking to his clients and the other one just keeps saying "Thats brilliant, you're doing really well"
Oh and neither of them have a fucking clue, they give everyone the same workout and spend more time chatting than training.
Why would anyone pay a PT £50 an hour to just chat, no one ever has a decent workout