Thanks everyone and thanks to my man Josh.....his lack of empathy is just a big act the fucking Softee.
I never went to the doctor due to extenuating circumstance that no one in their right mind would fucking believe anyway.
I had Colitus a few years back.....completely out of the blue and with my small stature after losing 40 fucking pounds,I looked like a wraith and figured one again of many times that my number was up,but I guess I`m a hard fucker to kill.
At any rate I called my therapist and I do not have a GP right now (long story),and she usually would prescribe me anything......being the doctor that I am,I assumed I had Diverticulosus,the nurse at my docs office said to go the the ER,like that never occured to me...GEESH,some people.
Lots more to it but I wanted to get an antibiotic to fight infection as when you have this your colon/intestine can rupture.
I `ve been through a lot of shit in my life, and wore a lot of different hats but let me tell you,I have never experienced pain like this before.....literally thought I would die one night.
May have lost at least 12-15 pounds and look soft and like shit, and I was doing great.....never missed a planned day of training and was really pushing myself.
I think I`m done with the bodybuilding....I have nothing to prove I did my best at a late started and journeyman type of guy.
Just gonna cycle off and on once in a while, and stay on TRT.
I just paid my membership,bought a whole bunch of "candy" aka you know what time it is.....and am severely depressed.
Had changed my cycle to just low dose Tren and Anadrol 50 and was gonna post birthday pics,but the bottom fell out going on 4 weeks now.
BUT.....the pain is dissipating and I feel a bit better,so we`ll see.
Even when/lf I feel great I will take another week off just to eat like a man again as opposed to eating like a bird as that was all my body allowed me to ingest.
I appreciate the slew of PM`s I got and didn't mean to slight anyone,but writing the same thing over to each friend would feel just stupid.......thanks for the concern my friends and get big family it means a lot.
Now watch me bite the dust after stating I seemed to be doing better
....I can`t catch a break.
And If anyone wondered why I never posted in any Hanky thread though I have been reading them,I`ll be good and godamned if I Give that insignificant attention whore neophyte another 3 years of my life feeding his over inflated ego and delusions of grandiosity.
The guys a piece shit in my book and I know its fun to bust his balls but if you all stopped feeding the troll,he`d take off.
Imagine him just posting in his own thread with no replies.....think about it we don`t need a neophyte here telling veterans that they suck as he truly has no clue what a good physique constitutes, and I`m old school so I hate a KUNT who doesn`t diet hard for a contest and does one execercise per bodypart for few half-hearted sets and calls it training.
That is the last time I'm will speak of the kunt,and if he doesn`t like it I`ll have no problem ball batting him on the contest circuit.....won`t be my first rodeo but I`m sure it will be his.
I just got a parsh typing that.
Again thanks for all the concern my iron brothers.....I`ll keep you posted.
