If there is a huge change, all the better. It's worse for some of us who don't get huge effects. oldtimer1 always says users don't want to admit their great physiques are completely drug dependent. But what if you don't even get a great physique lol. I like steroids because they make me feel strong and training is much more fun.
Regarding coming off. Everyone always says when you come off you will feel like shit and be depressed but for some coming off is a huge relief actually. Like my training partner just took 6 weeks off and said how much better he feels, much more stable mentally, much better sleep, no sweating, lost 15lbs of bloat and so on. But I know from experience that soon he will be itching to start again. He always does.
But this is with PED doses, like a gram of test as a base. By just restoring your levels or just a bit above you usually don't get all those sides, instead you feel more stable, sleep better and so on.