What the fuck does at his best have to do with anything? We are both pushing 50 now. He has tattooed removed and re tatted his face half a dozen times. Dude wears 5lbs of stainless steal jewelry and a size 80 watch and works as a janitor he is a clown.
And that concerns and triggers you because??

He made fun of you on FB or something and it ruined your life, LOL...
You don't have a job, you pose for men 24x7 (dick root), you argue here 24 hours a day, you have 100+ fake ailments,
you train like a girl, you have no legs, no back, one bicep, no hair, you have tons or arrests and mugshots all over, you act very tough, but we've all seen your horrid "fighting" (like zero skills, zero coordination), 25 years on gear and built like an ironing board, very weak for being 225 lbs (140 lb girls in our gym DL more than you), etc, etc.... Fighting w/ girls, even on video, yanked your kid away like a dangerous fruit-loop, hurt yourself in the process.
laughing stock of getbig and lifting in general..