"Oh look a bunch of classy lowlifes talking shit about a murder victim".
Brian, you say this ^^^, BUT, you come each day to interact, fight, argue, name-call, etc.
(Everyone does it).
So if you are here, you are also one of these -> [classy lowlife].
Someone with more class would not come here and hang around long. Especially in your situation.
This place despises you. (Most).
The best thing that can happen to improve your life, is if you log off here forever.
You can focus on finally having a career as you limp toward retirement age. You can get off all the compounds.
Shrink back down to 175 where you belong. Maybe your hormone levels and behavior will stabilize a bit.
Put the camera away, stop trying to impress strange men on the internet w/ dick-root.
Youre doing this all to yourself, yet you blame others. You are in control... ban yourself.
Personally I like having you here. Its an interesting character study of the demented human mind.
Every circus has a clown, and you are GetBig's "Bozo". Focus on your family, get the fuck off the internet.
Its damaging your life...