Insane but Interesting

[joswift]

I mean I am still going to lift but the mania is long gone. My life is different now. I have other goals I would like to pursue.

I do think everyone should watch this video starting around 7:45 until 13 minutes. I cannot be that person. I take a lot of joy in other aspects of my life now.  I have other goals now. But I think his message resonates. I think it means something. When they ask where bhanky went when they asked what happened watch it.

The surgery forced a break the break gave me perspective. My time has passed here. The fire may burn again but for now I must go.  There are other battles to fight.

Brian disappears in a cloud of vape smoke but leaves behind a mass of evidence of his lies and cowardice

[IroNat]

I don't need to do anything

You must.

P.S. How do you change your car's oil without the hydraulic lifts?

[38 returns]

I mean I am still going to lift but the mania is long gone. My life is different now. I have other goals I would like to pursue.

I do think everyone should watch this video starting around 7:45 until 13 minutes. I cannot be that person. I take a lot of joy in other aspects of my life now.  I have other goals now. But I think his message resonates. I think it means something. When they ask where bhanky went when they asked what happened watch it.

The surgery forced a break the break gave me perspective. My time has passed here. The fire may burn again but for now I must go.  There are other battles to fight.

I've put that through the hankins translator



came back


' i cant escape my JKK or the angela johnson stuff,the surgery is not as i hoped and i am shrinking. so I am running away like the bitch i am.


good. the next time we hear of you I hope its an obituary you bald pot bellied woman beating junkie grass pieceof shit lying rat.

[SOMEPARTS]

Not sure if anyone has ever seen this guy he is completely insane and wrong all the time but this is worth watching

An incredibly autobiographical statement.

[Lartinos]

It's strange having taken the time off I can almost see things with a different perspective. I certainly don't feel the way this guy does anymore. I am not worried about my weight. I am not worried about blowing back up. The body dysmorphia is practically gone. I don't feel the need to compete or chase lifting goals. I think I would rather pursue other things. I would rather go to law school.

I know it is sacrilege

We told you all this last summer and you agreed at the time already.

You think you are cured by trying to shift your mental illness into a new direction.

You are an ill man and this isn’t just going to disappear as a sudden maturation at 46 or 47.

Drop the lawyer delusion and try to get the menial job you can actually handle.

[IroNat]

It's strange having taken the time off I can almost see things with a different perspective. I certainly don't feel the way this guy does anymore. I am not worried about my weight. I am not worried about blowing back up. The body dysmorphia is practically gone. I don't feel the need to compete or chase lifting goals. I think I would rather pursue other things. I would rather go to law school.

I know it is sacrilege

Glad to hear it, Bhanky.

[joswift]

We told you all this last summer and you agreed at the time already.

You think you are cured by trying to shift your mental illness into a new direction.

You are an ill man and this isn’t just going to disappear as a sudden maturation at 46 or 47.

Drop the lawyer delusion and try to get the menial job you can actually handle.

its dawned on him hes shit at bodybuilding

Just like it did with everything else hes tried and failed at