Im not what I would call depressed all the time, even though Im bipolar. Im more angry all the time. I absolutely fucking hate people especially pakis and spooks. Im at a point where I dont give a rats ass about my diabetes or whatever ailment I have, Im super comfortable if the end came for me. I wouldnt off myself, but I can 100% see a breaking point eventually where I go postal, not killing people, but taking a bat to someone or whatever. I dont care about jail because as someone whos been a few times, I can truly say sometimes jail is easier than the real world. Especially if your sex drive is in the dumps and you arent chasing women, then its fine.