No meltdown.
Can Blanks please be let back in to this place? I am not enjoying taking his place, nor is it justified.
I am not taking anything to heart but it seems like I am not allowed to simply state my feelings on the matter, I have to concede to what the majority thinks as the truth. It is no consolation to be told I am a great bodybuilder...with molasses hands who cannot fight his way out of a paper bag, a drunk robot spaz who could not fight if his life depended on it, or to protect the woman by his side or his elderly mother. So if that is needed in order for there to be peace I either have two options, stay off getbig or spend time and energy as the pages mount up stating my position, which is a waste of time,energy and peace of mind.
It was initially said "for fun" and "not who would win in a fight" to being told anyone with minimal training could take me out in a variety of ways, that there is nothing in my punches etc...for me this is all untrue, so either I stay offline (a good choice for most of us anyway) concede and get along in peace for rolling with the punches or continue to state my position and let the drama continue for days, like in bodybuilding even if I brought new and improved it is no guarantee of a fair placing and I am at a point in my life where regaining sovereignty from externals is most important to me, doing anything to try and prove anything to an audience...I am so tired of it.
Josh I did not wish to make fun or your mental health but you talked about posting my video in other places so people can laugh at me, this is not healthy.
I enjoy Getbig but if it means being gang banged without lube for no justifiable reason then it looses its enjoyment for me. I am not a gaping bottom and a doormat, I have a right to "defend" my self without be called delusional or step away without being called a faded coward. If I decide to make another video I will do it at my own leisurely pace and probably have to go through the whole shit show again no matter what it is like.
Peace and love,
BigRo