If I missed anyone please forgive me......I`m doing some tall Valium as I have been feeling like the fucking walls have been closing in on me all day before todays appointment.
Ran out of Valium and the head of Oncolgy was nice enough to prescribe more to make it through the next few days cuz I was extremely anxious and on the verge of a panic attack.
Tomorrow is an Ultrasound,Echo Cardiograph,next day I`m outtta` here.
Hade a Pet Scan 2 days ago, numerous Cat scans, and tons of fucking Chemo......9 hour surgery.....I`m skerred, but I always play the hand I`m dealt,not like in the old days when I would have drank and never even addressed this at all until they found me dead in the streets
I think I finally grew up..............NAHH....
.fuck that noise!

Thanks my getbig family and brothers in IRON!