I like long winded posts by Brian, because the mask of sanity always slips at some point.
"My mother worries"
Imagine being a man in your late 40s, writing this on an open forum. Instead of at very least showing your elderly mother that you have your shit in order, never mind being a dominant male who goes out into the world and makes shit happen, something that has always eluded Brian, you tell the world "my mother worries" as you inject powerful drugs into your body for absolutely no reason.
Of course she does Bri you've worked only a year out of the last sixteen, you bum. Cosmetic surgeries and bodybuilding shows, this is the male equivalent of the BPD chick who fucked away her 20s and 30s and wakes up one day with her looks all but gone, trying frantically to restore them.
"My son inspires me"
This is probably too much for Bri to comprehend but his role vis-a-vis his son, i.e. the dynamic of their relationship, is for him to be a role model to his kid not the other way round.